quando quando quando

yeah so i wrote this really long and nice update before when i was working my 8ish hours at the computer lab last wednesday but since the blogger server thing wouldn't connect with my computer at work, i couldn't post it up. sure, i could post it up now, and be delayed like that and fix the date to approximate when exactly i wrote it, but eh .. i don't think i want to do that. and it doesn't feel right to me since i'm like 3 days late. so instead, i'm going to start fresh, and start writing a whole new entry about what's currently going on in my life right now. it's been a week since summer classes started .. and surprisingly, on that wednesday, i wasn't feeling as dead as i was the first time .. so hopefully, i'm getting used to the whole 8hrwork-4hrclass joint that i have to pull every wednesday. i only have 4 more weeks of class .. oh man .. it seems so long but yet, compared to the whole scheme of things, it's really short. i'm lucky to have landed some summer employment .. this broke ass ho status is definitely killing me, and even with money coming in every so often it's hard to keep up this fast paced social lifestyle that i've suddenly got going on. remind me to stay home more often .. haha .. just to economize .. lol. but it's okay, that's what summer is all about, that's how you make the memories .. with the money that you don't have. hehe. hopefully the money i have saved up somewhere is going to help me out now .. and hopefully, i'll have some money coming in soon because i know i'm going to be in the hole for a long ass time. man! college kids really are broke-er than broke.
other than the philosophy papers that i'm currently putting off doing, there hasn't been much i can really say that might show some kind of excitement right now. it's mainly just summer classes and work straight.. and participating in a taste testing study. yeah man! i'm a human subject. the food sciences building on cook is mad fly .. that's what i originally wanted to go into as a field, but for some reason i ended up in pharmacy .. oh well, maybe later on i'll go back and get a degree in it. or not, who knows. anyways, so yeah, i'm taking a break from this philo paper that i'm doing. i thought that maybe, if i just let my ideas flow a little bit for a while, instead of forcing out what i think i should be saying, then maybe the second half of my paper will just come naturally and i'll be able to finish it up. then again, what have i learned best in college -- why, to BS things, of course -- and there i go, i just bs'ed like half my paper in an hour. cool, huh? though i make it a point to make it a good bs. come on now, i don't like half assing anything, even when i bs things, i have to bs it good! sigh. i guess school really just, never ends for me.. oh man .. this is what i get for being quasi intelligent.. damn. and there i go, if gabe were here he'd mockingly push up his imaginary glasses and poke fun at my use of intellect. i wonder if other people ask themselves, 'why can't i just be dumb.' lol. nah, i'm just kidding, i like being smart .. of course, people are quick to tell me all of the advantages. but right now, my smartness is kind of tired and too lazy to be writing about the existence of GOD and why i should be disproving the problem of evil. i'm thinking, yeah, maybe i need to put more criticisms up. i'm basically just, explaining what i learned in class. woopiee .. hopefully, i didn't just jack up this paper and forget to properly cite something or other. shieeet .. remind me to ask about that in class? yeah? yeah.

oh yeah! so you see those adidas sambas right there? aren't those just so sexy? it's such a turn on to me when a guy wears the right shoes. you can ask my friend eddie, i tell him how much his homeless shoes are homeless all the time. and then! he got a new pair of sneakers and they were so frickin awesome. so anyways, i've been doing tons and tons of research to get a pair of sneakers for someone who is the farthest from a sneakerhead as possible, and it is proving quite difficult. so far, i've checked out the puma "basket", the adidas 'stan smiths', the asics 'mexico 66' [a personal unisex favorite of mine. =)] and of course, the least likely nike dunk. but those sambas are pretty flippin sweet, GQ recommended them when i was looking in men's fashiom magazines for sneakers that were more fashion forward than exclusive niketalk worthy. but unfortunately, adidas proved to be a kind of uncomfortable shoe, much to my dismay.. which brings me back to my search. hopefully, i can find the right shoe.. and soon.. but then again, i'm not really in a hurry because it's not like i have finances to pay for this! lols. it's always nice to look. heeh!

so yeah, i don't really know where i'm going with this entry. next week is going to be pretty hectic and eventful and i hope i make it through in one piece. i'm kind of scared for it to come .. mainly because i didn't think any of it was really going to happen. but, i'm glad things are progressing the way they are, and my certainty will be validated when the actual time comes. but fo now, my planning will continue, and the hoping, and the praying .. to the GOD that i have to defend, which is all good. damn, i sure do learn a lot in college. philosophy makes you think and all. sure, i'm not contemplating the meanings of life all the time, but i sure do know now how to overanalyze things even more. great ! lol. remind me not to get ahead of myself. haha .. wow, i slept a whole lot on my way to new york city today and back and now i'm sleepy. darn! well at least i could write my entry and not feel like i'm tired or some shit. good, right? i just keep rambling on and on. ummmm okay i'm done. lol

511 is significant to me for reasons that may not be as obvious as people think. ^_^

that and i think i'm going to have another one of my many blue pixy sticks =D

happy graduation mary! =)

<3 to:
tim; yes! sushi and nonalcoholic beverages sounds fantastic =D
jackie; 511 is defintely where it's at. no doubt!