some break this is // RU SCREW

wow. so school starts in less than a week .. and i don't even have all my required classes yet. why, you may ask? because of the infamous RU SCREW! or more specifically, the complications of being a pharmacy student in this day and age. next week is school and i don't have an orgo section, i don't have an elective .. man oh man. what am i going to do with my life. it sucks that i'm having panic/anxiety attacks way way even before the hint of finals. even the start of 2nd semester. oh, what have i done to anger the fates and bite me in the ass like this. i don't even know what to do anymore .. i've been abusing my email account emailed everyone from the dean of academic services, to his secretary, and the secretary of the organic chemistry department. hey man, i passed orgo fair and square .. and i hate to sound like i have a big head or to sound like i'm some kind of queen of the world or something, but i feel like i should have had first dibs on getting into this stupid class. moreso because it's not that i want to take it, i have to take it .. and not only that, i have to take it with the lab that f's up everything and i have to take it with the systems phys class that f's up everything too. so i mean, come on, it's not like i wanted all this crap to happen. and you woulda thought, having a list of all the shit you have to take for the semester would have made registering for classes that much easier because it's not like everyone and their mothers has to take what you to take anyways. but oh no no no my friend, it's that much worse .. and the stupid thing is that it's rutgers fault for deciding that those classes had to be at those times. come on now, wouldn't they have known by now by the 10293810293812 other pharmacy students that had to go through that.. that they should at least complement all the crap in the first place! come on now people, be logical !!! we all had to / have to / will have to take all this stuff man! geez man! and it's not like i dont want to take class in cook douglass! heck, i don't care! i can go hang out with homeslice up in that piece! geez! i can't even register for that! geez!

ROAR!

and plus i still have to find an elective! okay tell me why every single intro course is closed?!?!?! come on people! how many frickin people in my frickin school have to take the frickin electives?!?! geez!! why do they have to make my life harder than it already is! man oh man! this degree better be worth all this stupid shit that i have to go through like a bajillion times right now because man oh man i am so fricken frustrated! this frickin sucks man! MAN ! geez! what the hell ! as you can tell i'm really irritated! man ! i was talking to my friend jay and he said that i should inhale, exhale because i need to relax. HOW CAN I RELAX!?! lol. oh man .. this is what i get for being an anal-retentive / OCD / anxiety ridden pharmacy student. i just hope those anxiety attacks go away soon. man .. maybe i should do something fun before the start of break. sigh x10000. i'm just saying .. this degree better be worth all of this. i think i deserve a new pair of shoes because of this. even though i just got a pair of wedges. i want another pair of wedges. and sneakers. and the emancipation of mimi. and some gas for my car. and a whole other lot of things .. .

to conclude i would like to end by saying that i love my parents a whole lot.
as well as i love my cousin jenn, my ate, my cousins/relatives mary and gabe, ate mercy, ineng, jeremy.. my entire family including my 5th cousins that i haven't met yet ..
kuya, homeslice, bga heads, godsisters, my friend eddie with his precious dead laptop, my friend jay, and a whole other bunch of people. including you. `;D
i really like saying that i love people. i think it's important in people's lives. go on, tell someone you love them. i bet you it would make you feel a whole lot better. =) it sure made me feel better.

okay well i'm done. peeeeeeeeeace .. .

[may i just edit and say that ms. axelrod of the chem department is super frickin awesome! and you know who else is super frickin awesome?! super sam! =) i'm in orgo guyssss yesssss]

♥ to: my anonymous commenter. =]