holy smokes !

hey friends ! well guess what .. summer's over ! haha. back to rutgers ! ohhhhh shiz. lol. well it's okay .. for the past couple of days i was @ the helpdesk tryna make an extra buck while wasting my life away back at school. lol. .. people can be so funny when they call, and then they don't know what the hell's wrong with their damn computer .. and i apologize to the resnet people for being so annoying. ^_^ lol .. all this stuff makes me appreciate commuting because if i had to live on campus and deal with the shit of the computer and stuff .. please i'd rather be fighting traffic on route 27 than deal with that. i can just ipconfig @ my house! hell yeah. lol. but i guess it's time for me to get that groove back on at school .. as much as i hate being stressed at least i get to have something to do. lol .. damn and helpdesk is madd stressful too .. i like only worked there for 2 days and it was nuts. people call and call and as soon as you put the phone down tryna type up what the hell you were talking about the phone rings again. ummm .. okay i think i'm done with working @ the helpdesk for now. lol. .. that's why i wanted to be CCF it's much more fun all you gets to do is stay in the computer lab and clean computers and stuff. sometimes it gets stressful and i'm just like damn i just hate people! but really i don't, i guess i'm just annoyed .. but being stressed really takes a toll on my usually sunny disposition. haha. =) but oh wells .. good luck helpdesk&resnet .. i promise i won't be calling you for nothing. lol. but anyways .. i sure am gonna miss the summer .. even though i didn't really do anything .. i'm gonna miss having qpids as the only thing that i had to look forward to .. some people think it's wack but it's cool dude! it was the best show and just like summer ends qpids is about to end too. [so sadness] yeah JARLA i hope you win dudes. they were are the best. heller! =)
anyways, one of the best parts of back to school is back to school shopping ! haha call me a nerd but i don't care ! =) i admit it ! i am a nerd ! lol. i got this awesome hello kitty planner from barnes and noble and it's so cool because it has pictures of little hello kitty dolls in different situations and stuffs .. and i was like .. damn ! i wan all those little dolls ! but then i thought again that it wouldn't be the same because it looks so cute when they arrange the dolls in a nice setup that totally makes it like hello kitty's rockin it like a real person. ohhh it's so cool. =) people may say that hello kitty is only for little kids but dammit when you see stuff like this it shows that hello kitty has a very versatile sophisticated style -- kind of like haute couture. =D that's right i compared hello kitty to haute couture. and anyways .. no one can rock hello kitty like i rock it. so beat that ! =) and then i realized that i have some dolls like that and what's even cooler is that they're not in my planner prolly because one of them is old school and the other one -- well iono why it's not in it i was looking for it haha. but anyways ! the strawberry one i got it old school from my best friend jackie back in like 6th or 7th grade .. it's like a collector's piece dood. i love it ! and the pink one that's in a graduation thing it came out when i graduated from high school and i had to get it ! i mean come on i graduated from high school and hello kitty did too ! yeah son ! so yeah. man i love hello kitty. i was thinking about how hello kitty collabo'ed with Julius from Paul Frank -- I WOULD KILL TO HAVE ONE OF THOSE PIECES. lol i was lookin on ebay and they don't have! so sadness. other nice hello kitty collabos that i would like to see would be -- triple 5 soul, gucci, and nike. i would kill for some hello kitty dunks. haha. [nike if you get any ideas i hope you contact me. aiiiigh!] but anywaysss .. yeah ! that and my super cool flip back binder .. can school supplies get any better? he he he ..
so i had this dream about tsunamis and hurricane katrina and it totally freaked my freak, to borrow a word from ellen degeneres. man, iono why in the summer i have such weird and vivid dreams, i guess my imagination's just getting more and more better since i'm getting older. lol. sometimes i think why i didn't go into a more vivid creative field .. then again i'm always thinking that.. but then i realized that when i was a little kid i developed this complex of me having to know things. lol. like i really like figuring things out. like if there's a knot i really wanna untie it, or if there's a puzzle i won't stop til i solve it, and plus, i love watching like csi and law and order. they're mysteries ! lol. so i guess i needa do something where i can always work at figuring things out, like research, or even just discovering problems with conflicting medications. so yeah. go science ! i think this is the end of my blog .. i forgot what else to write. oh yeah .. it annoys me when 1o year olds think they can rock expensive purses. oh and that show "my super sweet sixteen." i don't care if ciara, bow wow, pauly shore, whoever was at your party my sweet sixteen will always be more super than yours. :) diva-princesses annoy me, please get a life. =) on a final thought, 5 dollars is a lot of money. `;P

shoutouts go to ::
bestfriend jackie -- I MISS YOU TOO! hehe. i hope school is fun and yes, i most definitely enjoyed my last day of summer naps. i took like a 2 hour one today. hahaha .. i remember when you came over and you were like 'i felt really weird sleeping during the daytime for no reason.' hahaha ..
tim -- don't worry we'll go out for sushi. haha
mae -- you are an inspiration. and i mean that. =) for everything that i am and everything that i need to be .. thank you. ^_^

ps. // dream dictionary --
To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave, signifies the strength of your emotions, perhaps accompanied by tears that you are holding back in your waking life.
[.. . who ever said dreams weren't interpretive .. ]

To see muddy, violent waves in your dream, signifies that a fatal error was made in an important decision.
[too late now i'm already in pharmacy. JOKE! probably some other important decision .. lol]



peeeeeeeace.