try to focus my attention ..

hello all ! i kinda tried to give up being an online junkie for the sake of my schooling [trust me, checking everything online takes up a lot of time that i could be doing .. er .. reading haha] but i couldn't stay away.. because i love the computer and all that shit. plus, i tried giving up xanga and everyone was like, whaaaaa?! haha. so, here i am, i waited until i had something good to say so that just in case i really do wanna stop and cut back on this writing thing, at least i'll have said something .. worthwhile? lol. but anyways .. school has been -- HARD! lol. as mary would say, school has been garbage, but i mean, i'm paying for this shit so at least i'm gonna try and make the best of it. for some reason, i've been cracking open books this semester like almost every other day, unlike last year, i didn't even touch my textbooks. lol. but everything's takin its toll on me -- goodness, how i feel so tired like all the time now, with work and school and everything else i'm tryna join. but really, i'm just tryna make sure that GPA stays up. damn .. lol.
having class on college ave isn't as bad as i think i'm making it out for myself.. sure, the smoking around me 24/7 is so terrible [i hate the smell and look of smoking, i hate cigarettes, i hate everything that has to do with smoking -- i promise i'm NEVER EVER GOING TO SMOKE. yuck!] but at least i get to see my homeslicess this semester! yeah ! and plus lots of stuff just randomly goes on in college ave and that's pretty cool too. so yeah .. tryna study and junk, i think i really need a study buddy.. anyone reading this that goes to rutgers [and knows me lol] if you're willing to be my study buddy hit me up ! cuz GOD knows i need somebody to just make me sit there and try and read. and like, it's not even about learning, it's like just tryna memorize and remember everything .. damn. lol plus, 2 exams on the same day!? i think i need a vacation .. or at least a day to have some more fun. but anyways ..
today was a pretty good day today, had ethics class [which sometimes i don't know what the hell my professor is talking about, i guess that's the fun in it all .. it's so unlike pharmacy, but that's what makes it hard too] and me and homeslice christine acted like nerds reading and when we were walking down the street we bought hurricane katrina bracelets that say "wave of hope." from some fraternity on college ave .. i forget which one -- i think it was delta kappa epsilon, but i'll get back to you on that one. haha. the frat brother guy was really nice to us, i guess he really wanted us to buy a bracelet, he even told me my socks were cool.. and when i saw them they were so cute because they matched the color of my socks. haha. so yeah, now i'm gonna sport my super cool blue bracelet. ^_^
and ! another fantastic part of my day was that my shoes from ebay came in!! hooray! i'm so happy, i was really lucky to score my awesome pair of dunks from biekerssneakers! and and i would just like to give a shoutout to the biekerssneakers people [and mr. eddie bieker i think he's the owner of it lol] for being super cool and super fast with my service! super duper ebayer. =) yahoo! ^_^ iono if i'm going to buy anymore from ebay .. i guess it depends if i get another opportunity like that and i win kicks for an awesome price. :) i like being a sneakerhead .. sometimes there's guys who blow up my spot because i only have like 4 pairs and they didn't cost more than like 60 or 70 bucks .. geez .. but you know what? for me, it's more about quality instead of quantity.. people be havin 40 - 50 pairs of kicks but it's like .. are you really gonna wear them all? each of my kicks to me are special, and i wear them all. [i/e .. i don't sell my shoes. haha oh yeah, i think i should clean them sometime..] of course, i guess everyone says that about their shoes .. lol. so i guess .. when i see another deserving pair with a reasonable price for my broke-ass college budget, you'll definitely hear about it. lol. but anyways, here are some pretty pictures .. cuz i know you sweat these =D


so yeah .. that's basically it about my life! gonna go watch dancing with the stars .. and try and read some more .. oh man .. well anyways, bye!

shoutouts go to --
gillian : thanks for your extra long comment. the puppy. lol .. ^_^
jackie : i'm glad you like my butterfly sleeves .. hehehe =D
mary : i should go to your house again for no reason more often. haha
tim : thanks for the comment! :)

peeeeeace !