try to focus my attention ..

hello all ! i kinda tried to give up being an online junkie for the sake of my schooling [trust me, checking everything online takes up a lot of time that i could be doing .. er .. reading haha] but i couldn't stay away.. because i love the computer and all that shit. plus, i tried giving up xanga and everyone was like, whaaaaa?! haha. so, here i am, i waited until i had something good to say so that just in case i really do wanna stop and cut back on this writing thing, at least i'll have said something .. worthwhile? lol. but anyways .. school has been -- HARD! lol. as mary would say, school has been garbage, but i mean, i'm paying for this shit so at least i'm gonna try and make the best of it. for some reason, i've been cracking open books this semester like almost every other day, unlike last year, i didn't even touch my textbooks. lol. but everything's takin its toll on me -- goodness, how i feel so tired like all the time now, with work and school and everything else i'm tryna join. but really, i'm just tryna make sure that GPA stays up. damn .. lol.
having class on college ave isn't as bad as i think i'm making it out for myself.. sure, the smoking around me 24/7 is so terrible [i hate the smell and look of smoking, i hate cigarettes, i hate everything that has to do with smoking -- i promise i'm NEVER EVER GOING TO SMOKE. yuck!] but at least i get to see my homeslicess this semester! yeah ! and plus lots of stuff just randomly goes on in college ave and that's pretty cool too. so yeah .. tryna study and junk, i think i really need a study buddy.. anyone reading this that goes to rutgers [and knows me lol] if you're willing to be my study buddy hit me up ! cuz GOD knows i need somebody to just make me sit there and try and read. and like, it's not even about learning, it's like just tryna memorize and remember everything .. damn. lol plus, 2 exams on the same day!? i think i need a vacation .. or at least a day to have some more fun. but anyways ..
today was a pretty good day today, had ethics class [which sometimes i don't know what the hell my professor is talking about, i guess that's the fun in it all .. it's so unlike pharmacy, but that's what makes it hard too] and me and homeslice christine acted like nerds reading and when we were walking down the street we bought hurricane katrina bracelets that say "wave of hope." from some fraternity on college ave .. i forget which one -- i think it was delta kappa epsilon, but i'll get back to you on that one. haha. the frat brother guy was really nice to us, i guess he really wanted us to buy a bracelet, he even told me my socks were cool.. and when i saw them they were so cute because they matched the color of my socks. haha. so yeah, now i'm gonna sport my super cool blue bracelet. ^_^
and ! another fantastic part of my day was that my shoes from ebay came in!! hooray! i'm so happy, i was really lucky to score my awesome pair of dunks from biekerssneakers! and and i would just like to give a shoutout to the biekerssneakers people [and mr. eddie bieker i think he's the owner of it lol] for being super cool and super fast with my service! super duper ebayer. =) yahoo! ^_^ iono if i'm going to buy anymore from ebay .. i guess it depends if i get another opportunity like that and i win kicks for an awesome price. :) i like being a sneakerhead .. sometimes there's guys who blow up my spot because i only have like 4 pairs and they didn't cost more than like 60 or 70 bucks .. geez .. but you know what? for me, it's more about quality instead of quantity.. people be havin 40 - 50 pairs of kicks but it's like .. are you really gonna wear them all? each of my kicks to me are special, and i wear them all. [i/e .. i don't sell my shoes. haha oh yeah, i think i should clean them sometime..] of course, i guess everyone says that about their shoes .. lol. so i guess .. when i see another deserving pair with a reasonable price for my broke-ass college budget, you'll definitely hear about it. lol. but anyways, here are some pretty pictures .. cuz i know you sweat these =D


so yeah .. that's basically it about my life! gonna go watch dancing with the stars .. and try and read some more .. oh man .. well anyways, bye!

shoutouts go to --
gillian : thanks for your extra long comment. the puppy. lol .. ^_^
jackie : i'm glad you like my butterfly sleeves .. hehehe =D
mary : i should go to your house again for no reason more often. haha
tim : thanks for the comment! :)

peeeeeace !

schooool daaaaaze .. and dunks!

oh my forsheezy school is biting me in the ass ! and it's only been not even a week! holy mother of pearl i think i'm going to die! since this is like the only really free time i have [i seem to always start class pretty late -- my earliest is like 9 lol .. then again i get out my latest is like 6] today i have class at like 2.. but i have to leave early to pay my parking ticket ! what a bummer ! stupid parktran you can really kiss my ass. roar! like 10293810983012 people commute at this damn school and we all get screwed over. >=/ oh wells. but anyways .. with school in full swing it gives me stuff to do -- homework! ahhhhhh ! i never thought i'd hate reading as much i do. everything i have to do is read! read read read. wahhhh i don't wanna go to school anymore =( but i mean school is still cool because i get to make new friends and talk to random people and yeah! how wonderful ^_^ christine tells me she's pulling an 'angelica' when she be's extra friendly. wahoo i get an action named after me. yeah!
and one crappy thing i found out from school is that i have an exam on my birthday! now how much does that suck!? roar i was so sad when i found out. supersam was like 'yeah so just take it, go back to sleep [the exam's @ 8 am] and then wake up like it never happened!' ahh but i'll still know! ahhhhh. i deserve a new pair of sneakers for that! which leads me to ..
these! according to my research [and my friend phil haha] they're apparently the island pack dunks or something. well, whatever they are, they are the prettiest and weirdest dunks i've ever seen in my life! ohhhh man how could i not want them. i have the money, i think i should just buy them for myself because after all, not like i'm going to really be going out spending my lovely money [unless it's to feed myself at school hahaha] anyways! so i should just get those and save them for myself for my birthday! i don't care if i don't get anything else! well, except for maybe a cake. i'd really like a cake from la bonbonerrie or maybe from shoprite! well since i have an exam i should get an extra cake too. so ha. so yeah! and i check pickyourshoes.com everyday [props to them for the pick hahaha] to make sure my size is still there! and if anyone is out there who loves me a lot and wants to purchase these for me i promis i'll pay you back! unless it's gratis which is also nice and then guess what i'll love you for life! my mom says i have too many sneakers already, and she always yells at me every time i find a new pair that i drool over for a month, but i don't really care, because if i want to be a sneaker head that's my problem! i'm working for it anyway! lol. but i promise [i always make this promise] one two more pairs of nice dunks [namely, those up there and the white on whites i saw -- even though they ran out in my size! =( ] and i'll stop buying and looking at dunks like crazy. promise! i won't drool over dunks until after i graduate. or at least, get a credit card and a really really good paying job. hahaha ..

and ! a couple of pictures for people who like to visit my site for the pictures. =P

miss christine and niko .. he he he

yeah who's cool. ^_^

okay that is the end of my blog! i have to eat breakfast and still go to school. organic chemistry roar! maybe next time i'll write a longer blog when i have something to write about. or maybe when i can remember what to write about. lolss ..

and .. shoutouts go to my homeslice christine for being the only one who left me a comment. i heart you!

peeeeeeeeeeeace!