heartbreak night broke my heart! :sadness:

okays .. so the past 2 days was the first eliminations for my favorite show, QPIDs, and lemme tell you ! i almost frickken cried ! lol. forreals .. omg i was so sad. lol. as you can tell, lack of romance is really affecting me now -- and well, this show is the closest i can get. anyone wanna fix that shout me a hollerrrr. lol. but anyways ! back to the point. so i was watching QPIDs today .. and even though i herrrrd it through the grapevine [as mary would say] about who was getting voted off .. i kinda didn't want to believe it! i was like no ! you cant do that to me ! hoy ! but anyways not like us TFC people can do anything because we're not allowed to vote in the first place. so i was watching who was getting eliminated .. and then i saw it was one of my favorite loveteams ! isabel&felix ! why cruel world ! that totally sucks man! lol. from the first time i saw them i was like -- damn. that's the cutest love team. maybe not the strongest like mhyco&hazel, but definitely one of the cutest. like you could just tell ! when they got kicked off and like during the whole elims they were like holding onto each other for dear life like they never wanna let go and he was always holding her close and shit and holding her hand ! even though she said she still wanna be friends with him i know she prolly fell for him too like he fell for her but through the tears she just couldn't get those words out. even the direk was tellin them to take their time with love. ergo -- there was love there ! and like i could just start singing 'by your side' or something like that or maybe that song i always sing by mymp 'tell me where it hurts' ! shiet. it was so cute ! if like you could base eliminations by their actions on that day for sure .. they had it. forreals. they had that that spark ! like they're so young, so fresh ! young love ! sometimes young love is the best! everyone else sometimes is too serious with the exception of carla&janus [who totally rock iono why they were in the danger zone if they got kicked off i would have seriously cried dood. that and stopped watching ! forreals !] and jill&alwyn, and it just keeps it balanced by keeping a lighter side to it all. rrrrrooaaarrrr! i was surprised his twin was in, like top4 in .. but hey, there's a lot of underground dominic&andrea fans who've just kept all quiet until now ! true, i didn't really see the spark in dominic&andrea until the first part of the heartbreak night .. when she just threw her arms around him you could just tell she'd been through hell and well .. she couldn't have been in without him and i think they're clicking now and we just all saw it before our eyes, tfc people. but anywhoos .. isabel&felix do have a lot of fans [maybe not enough that would actually vote for them though .. darn!] and hopefully this isn't the end for them.

but anyways ! on a more happy note, christine, my real life love princess [hah `;P] and i went to menlo to walk around this afternoon .. for some reason it wasn't boring ! haha. guess we haven't been to the mall in a while .. lol ! christine is my real life qpids princess. he he he . .. but anyways .. i saw a cute guy come out of AE and me and christine followed him all the way to macy's but he was leaving ! darn ! lol. next time i see a cute guy like that i'm gonna just say hi to him and tell him he's cute -- i don't care about his fcking girlfriend ! hahahahha .. joke ! i doubt i'll really do it i'm too shy .. lol. but anyways .. tomorrow .. CCF training @ rutgers .. wish me luck ! good night peeeeeeeps =)

[edits] dominic&andrea -- take it all the way .. but carla&janus is til the end. =) yea uh .. !