new layout ! wooohoo!

hey dudes ! well this is my new layout .. i thought it was time for a change .. hehe. it took me so long to do the damn thing .. took me like an entire morning ! haha. and it's still not perfect to me .. but i guess they say no one's perfect .. and for the most part i'm happy with my layout just the way it is. hehe. the necklace in my layout is the one i got from borgata when i met ja rule =) and through many minutes and seconds of playing with my digi cam and uploading and resizing and coloration you have the image you see up there. cool huh? photoshop makes all my ugly pics look better ahahaha. but anywhoos .. i just love personalized jewelry. haha. for my last spending spree i blew off all my money and bought myself this personalized bracelet. haha. i think it's this season's angelica's personalized jewelry. lol. even though it was like so last season. damn i'm always behind the times. oh wells ! at first i was like, damn, this shit's too big .. but i wore it a couple of days and now i love it.. it fits big and i love it. haha. crazy me maybe i'll get another one but this time a different color with a different name. maybe my last name. lol. i wanted me+the mafia girls to get it .. so we can be like hell yeah this is our mafia .. lol. well maybe one day when i chill with them we'll all get it done. but shit .. i remember .. me and jackie are planning to go to the philippines next year .. i have to save my money ! lol. my broke ass is not going to get there for free. haha. so that was my last purchase .. my piggy bank is now the angelica vacation fund. haha. i think i have like 50 bucks in there. which pays for like .. 2% of my plane ticket. haha ! and plus i told bestfriend that my goal is to get on filipino television. so .. anyone wanna help a girl out? lols. i'll love you for life :) promise!

so anyways .. i'm still watching my favorite TFC show QPiDs .. and already we're in another heartbreak night. lol. for some reason i'm not as scurred as before .. probably because i realized that they kicked off my favorite love team. lol. [hey ! i even wrote a whole entry on them! haha] plus my new fave carla&janus [yo CF got me believin! haha. C&J all the way ! =)] is in the safe zone .. of course .. they're the best! haha. yup i'm the cool doode who took a picture of her own tv to get that pic. hahahahha .. don't laugh! you know you'd do it too `;P but that's the cutest picture i seen of the whole cast so yeah. [i wish i could take a cute picture like that with my loveteam and my friends! haha. but half of us don't have people. lol. ] i love it how the fans of QPiDs got this whole like underground society goin on .. man it's so cool. =) and i'm like part of it all .. joining like 1309182031 forums. lol. but i'm proud to say that i'm a certified CQA .. so ha! =) can't get any better than that. and plus .. the qpids peeps are so cool they even post up in the forums. lol. plus, isn't that qpids bear so adorable? lol. i wish that one day they'd like do some junks on him. he/she/it's so cute. haha. the best part of qpids! the bear. lol. i just love how it dances all the time. and when you do something funny or dumb it laughs @ you! haha. and during heartbreak night it cries. but anyways .. so yeah. guess i'll just have to see tomorrow who gets kicked off .. well whoever ! sorry ! lol. don't worry you still have a lot of fans. =) and the bear loves you too. :) which reminds me .. happy anniversary mom&dad! because without this loveteam there would be no angelica. lol.


well this weekend is 4th of july weekend .. wonder what i'll be doing to celebrate. haha. wish i could be going to atlantic city or the beach or something .. or see the fireworks in new york! one of these days i'm gonna have to get up and do that. haha. but anyways .. for now i'm just gonna .. well .. ask my mom and dad. lol. hope i do something fun .. hope i see some fireworks .. lol. well til next time homies .. peeeeeeace + GOD bless =)

shoutout time!
bestfriend jackie -- for always leaving me comments =)
CF -- for being the best qpidsblog mod ever ! :)
marielle -- for leaving me an annonymous comment lol. and yes, if i could, i would. haha
aya -- for dropping by my blog! hi! =)

heartbreak night broke my heart! :sadness:

okays .. so the past 2 days was the first eliminations for my favorite show, QPIDs, and lemme tell you ! i almost frickken cried ! lol. forreals .. omg i was so sad. lol. as you can tell, lack of romance is really affecting me now -- and well, this show is the closest i can get. anyone wanna fix that shout me a hollerrrr. lol. but anyways ! back to the point. so i was watching QPIDs today .. and even though i herrrrd it through the grapevine [as mary would say] about who was getting voted off .. i kinda didn't want to believe it! i was like no ! you cant do that to me ! hoy ! but anyways not like us TFC people can do anything because we're not allowed to vote in the first place. so i was watching who was getting eliminated .. and then i saw it was one of my favorite loveteams ! isabel&felix ! why cruel world ! that totally sucks man! lol. from the first time i saw them i was like -- damn. that's the cutest love team. maybe not the strongest like mhyco&hazel, but definitely one of the cutest. like you could just tell ! when they got kicked off and like during the whole elims they were like holding onto each other for dear life like they never wanna let go and he was always holding her close and shit and holding her hand ! even though she said she still wanna be friends with him i know she prolly fell for him too like he fell for her but through the tears she just couldn't get those words out. even the direk was tellin them to take their time with love. ergo -- there was love there ! and like i could just start singing 'by your side' or something like that or maybe that song i always sing by mymp 'tell me where it hurts' ! shiet. it was so cute ! if like you could base eliminations by their actions on that day for sure .. they had it. forreals. they had that that spark ! like they're so young, so fresh ! young love ! sometimes young love is the best! everyone else sometimes is too serious with the exception of carla&janus [who totally rock iono why they were in the danger zone if they got kicked off i would have seriously cried dood. that and stopped watching ! forreals !] and jill&alwyn, and it just keeps it balanced by keeping a lighter side to it all. rrrrrooaaarrrr! i was surprised his twin was in, like top4 in .. but hey, there's a lot of underground dominic&andrea fans who've just kept all quiet until now ! true, i didn't really see the spark in dominic&andrea until the first part of the heartbreak night .. when she just threw her arms around him you could just tell she'd been through hell and well .. she couldn't have been in without him and i think they're clicking now and we just all saw it before our eyes, tfc people. but anywhoos .. isabel&felix do have a lot of fans [maybe not enough that would actually vote for them though .. darn!] and hopefully this isn't the end for them.

but anyways ! on a more happy note, christine, my real life love princess [hah `;P] and i went to menlo to walk around this afternoon .. for some reason it wasn't boring ! haha. guess we haven't been to the mall in a while .. lol ! christine is my real life qpids princess. he he he . .. but anyways .. i saw a cute guy come out of AE and me and christine followed him all the way to macy's but he was leaving ! darn ! lol. next time i see a cute guy like that i'm gonna just say hi to him and tell him he's cute -- i don't care about his fcking girlfriend ! hahahahha .. joke ! i doubt i'll really do it i'm too shy .. lol. but anyways .. tomorrow .. CCF training @ rutgers .. wish me luck ! good night peeeeeeeps =)

[edits] dominic&andrea -- take it all the way .. but carla&janus is til the end. =) yea uh .. !

BORED.

man i love summer but i think the boredom has finally gotten to me. gee .. i don't know what to do anymore! part of me says to go out and find a job so at least i won't be so bored and i'll actually have some money to do stuff but part of me is having so much fun doing absolutely nothing at all! weeee! technically i even already have a job -- even though i'm not hired yet and i still have to do the training and it doesn't start until next september -- but hey ! a job's a job and plus i'm getting paid for that training. yeah boyyyyy ! haha. anyways .. so that's my summer so far. it actually feels like summer now since mary and gabe are out of school and mary always gets me to go places and go out of the house. haha. but gas is expensive -- damn. oh wells ! that's what i get for living in new jersey. =)

anywhoos .. today i went all the way to bridgewater to get fingerprinted for volunteering in vacation bible school in st. matts. going there i'm just like -- wow. i'm getting fingerprinted and some of the kids in the program look older than me. how sad. haha. and the police officer who fingerprinted me asked me the age-old question: "you're 18??" ahaha. still got `em! i didn't know that they do the whole background thing and they're sending my bad boys all the way to like the police and the FBI. so guess what! angelica is officially in the united states database. go me! but it's okay because now at least when i volunteer next year i won't have any problems. and for the first time i actually felt like an adult. scary, huh?

and then i did what has been the highlight of my summer -- watch QPIDS! lols. forreals i love that show. haha. and if i go out i plan to make sure i watch it before i go. or tape it. something! haha. QPIDS is madd cool cuz like it developed into this underground thing -- like a society and stuff -- haha.. which is madd nice because even the actors and actresses get into it and actually make a point to talk with their fans in the yahoo groups and PEx and visit the qpids blog. yeah boyy! man if i was famous i'd wanna be like that -- like still talk to my fans and stuff. and update my webpages. because it shows that you're normal and human just like the rest of us :) so props to you QPIDS heads ! you guys rock. TFC rocks. hell yeah. =)

but anyways .. nothing else really going on .. think i should start making some plans again. i think july's gonna be better because that's when my volunteering is and my hiphop classes start. boo yeah! lol. well gotta go -- wish we had some ice cream up in here. peeeeeeeace!

shouts to:
my best friend JACKIE -- love you girl!
C F moderator of the QPIDs blog ::thumbs up::
and REN! -- yeah ren!

david byrne's "look into the eyeball"

well hello dear friends ! it's been kind of a while since i wrote in my blog. well not really .. it''s only been like a week. haha. i thought that since i have more time in the summer i should actually chronicle what i do .. i rarely get a chance to write stuff down that i feel which is too bad .. i really should. but there's nothing even that i have to talk about ! haha. ja rule was about just the only thing. lol. but i guess it wouldn't hurt to give a recap of what i've been doing this summer [note: usually nothing. haha]

so anyways .. of course since it's summer this means i can watch all the TFC i want ! surprisingly i haven't been .. qpids is the new show that i watch which replaced my old favorite spirits. for some reason i am fascinated by teenagers on a reality love/dating/acting show trying to make it happen for themselves. probably because i'm getting no action myself. ahahhahaha .. joke ! but really i find it so entertaining. man if there was a show i would want to be on it would be this one. lol. let's see ! now who do i want to make it happen .. haha. in my personal opinion i think it should be hazel-mhyco because like they were in love originally but now it looks like mhyco actually was starting to get interested with andrea [who was like the direct's choice for him] which sucks but come on i guess they're kind of bagay .. it would be funny if hazel ended up with roco twin dominic .. i think that would be cool with me too because you could actually tell that he kind of likes her too and sometimes it's better if like you don't really like someone from the beginning because maybe that's not good dynamics because like hazel and mhyco started to fight because i guess they were a little too much into each other and iono some stuff like that. like when i was in my cotillion i wasn't partners with my former boyfriend because like if you fight you'll be miserable? iono i'm not so sure because it could go the other way. and if i was on qpids i like janus because he's so funny and dorky but at the same time underneath it all he could be a really nice and sweet guy. and it doesn't hurt that he's cute too. lol. and i wanted paw to be with carlo aquino because yeah paw was the prettiest and probably the nicest and carlo aquino was the cutest too and they liked each other so they should have gone with each other ! boo. but it's okay because paw looks like she's happy with tj .. tj's not as cute as carlo but he seems really nice and treats paw good. so that's good. well it will be fun to watch who gets picked and who doesn't and stuff like that. woooh !

and man oh man it's blazin hot up in edison now. i've been waiting for so long to have warm weather and now it's finally here and it's blazin! haha. it's not like i can really go anywhere because i have no moneys which equals no partying ! haha. but maybe i'll go somewhere i don't want to be stuck here forever. lol. and i want an ice pop! i had my wisdom teeth out last thursday and wow that was a painful bitch. haha. i'm still a little sore but i can deal .. nothing ang can't do! lol. i think all the medicine the doctor makes me take is going to my head .. true it's mostly antibiotics but still the pill i have to swallow is enormous. my jaw is sore and i miss being able to eat candies and chips. lol. and being able to smile cheeesy. i have to practice smiling now ! isn't that ridiculous? aahhaha. that's okay with me .. gives me something to do. lol.

let's see .. oh yeah ! people who invent viruses are stupid. i was talking with my best friend jackie and we decided that people who invent viruses like the stupid aim virus which took me like 3 days to fix [with the help of my friend tim who's the man lol] need to get laid or something or need some friends and i still don't know if it's completely gone because i always get this stupid popup whenever i turn on my comp. roar ! but it's okay .. i applied to be a CCF computer dood in rutgers and i better kinda need to know how a comp works. haha. so good practice. lol. at least i know what's a safemode now. lol.

and this song "look into the eyeball" by david byrne i think has been on my comp since i got it .. and i never really got a chance to listen to it and it's a really good song ! haha. well it sounds summery for some reason. all good ! well i guess it's time for me to go eat now .. yum ! talk to you peeps later! peeeeeeeeeeeace !

shoutouts to -- jess and jenna! :)