move your body girl

heylo everyone! wellllll it is sunday which means, tomorrow is monday, which means, angelica has to go back to school. boo! but anyways.. i said i would write a better entry when i had something more worthwhile to say and well i guess that is the time ! hahaha. yesterday [10.22] was halo-halloween for RAPS and yours truly performed in front of the loving tri-state area crowd. [not to mention my super-supportive mom and dad. haha] but anyways, i think this halo-halloween was funner than last year, even though it was also confusing too, with all the practicing and then almost having no piano but then having 2 and then this and that and rain and cold ! wahhhh ! lol. it was pretty stressful but really fun too. and plus i didn't make a fool out of myself playing piano. =) [miss irene, mrs. wang, sister sharon (GOD rest her soul), sumi kwon, mrs. wastko, and olga would have all been proud of me. haha] and i finally danced the tinikling, with my bestest partner dustin, and even though we messed up we still rocked cuz we kept on going ! yeay for us ^_^ there are so many talented people around here, you wonder why they're not on like TFC or something or ryan cayabyab's world musikahan. it was funny to just wander around everywhere for the whole show .. and to see so many people i actually knew. whoa ! i hope everyone enjoyed the show. =) i even got to eat food this year! hell yeah ^_^ and then afterwards, i got to go clubbing with my super fantastic hot sexy [did i mention single? LOL] homeslice christine!! =) oh she's the awesome-est. :) i after-partied/clubbed for the first time in my life @ club platinum and danced the night away with my favorite college people. yahoo! man i sure do love to dance at a dancing place. haha ! of course, definitely no alcohol for me kasi i'm underage. they even took my license as collateral! scary, no? and remind me to purchase some form of clubbing shirt and/or pants. hahaha .. but then again, clubbing is way too tiring and i don't know how people can just do it night after night .. or even weekend after weekend! heck, i think that was my clubbing for the whole semester. haha! it was madd funny in there cuz there were like these oldies everywhere .. i felt super young and all and some wrinkly lady was getting her groove on. uh oh! i wonder if i'm 40 am i still gonna be doing that too. who knows .. but anyways yeah yesterday was too much fun. =) lol, it was so much fun i don't even know what to say. hahahaha .. wellllll .. i think i'm going to go watch law&order, and crossing jordan .. man i sure do love those police shows. oh yeah which reminds me! chuck the mc of halo-halloween is too funny. i think he should be a comedian ^_^ okay well bye people !

special shoutouts go to everyone who performed @ halo-halloween especially the sexy RCDT and the even sexier Gillian who i accompanied =)

and shoutouts --
my homeslice christine :: i may be cute but you're just on fire! `;D i heart you tons!!
bestfriend jackie :: i miss you! forreals one day we're gonna live la vida loca together. ^_^
and one goes to mari who commented me like last month but on a july entry. lol. thanks for visiting! i love MYMP too =)

one more thing! pictures for your visual enjoyment [did i mention you can click to enlarge? haha]

jon santos in the action!



innocent? annie says "hell no!" LOL joke :)



me and supersam [angel style] before the action



dustin&me in the tinikling!



piano and supersam the page turner


gillian singing!


oh christine is definitely in the action.. hehehe ..


pre-platinum sexyness

okay peeeeeeace people ! LLP!

it's raining cats and dogs!

holy moly people !! tell me why it's been raining for the past 3 days here in new jersey. gosh! i'm sick of the freaking rain, the wetness, and the coldness! i mean i like cold but i don't like wet and cold nah mean? well anyways, today was another fun fun day at school. NOT! lol. well of course it's always most definitely fun when i get to hang out with my homeslices and eat lunch and talk about stupid stuff. haha. anyways, today, when me and gil went to look at the piano to see how it would bees when we would play in halo-halloween next saturday .. oh man! it was a steinway! oh man it was so beautiful. the thing is, there were no keys! what the hell!? lol. i hope we find those keys because getting to play on a steinway would be amazing. steinway is just the most beautiful-est pianos in the whole wide world. when i get rich from pharmacy there will be a beautiful steinway in my house. a very expensive, beautiful steinway in my house. in my house i buy. LOL! how will i ever have any money i'm just gonna keep spending it all. lol. but man, that piano is a work of art no joke! wellsss .. i think that's all i really had to say right now. that and so yeah driving in the rain is not fun either. i think i'm getting to be really good at that whole thing.

and thanks to bryanboy i want a louis vuitton denim bag. his stuff is hot! and he is just fabulous. lol.

anywayss .. my favorite-est show QPiDS ended a couple of weeks ago ! i'm kind of sad .. i really miss looking forward to watching it and writing summaries to my dear friend CF. congrats to PawEl for winning -- even though i think JaRla should have won! heller ! lol. well i just like to thank everyone who made my QPiDs experience as fun as it could be --
CF from the QPiDs blog, Kuya Joey aka TFC Godfather, Margaux w/ the inside scoop, all the Qpids CQA's, Sam & Camille & all the adorkables, the JaRlans, the JilWyn nation, the MhyZel fanatics, the Qpids Yahoo group, the Qpids PEx people, everyone who cared about Qpids..
and of course all the loveteams for giving me something to watch and write about. ^_^ i wish you the best in all your careers! hopefully they'll get a show or something. yeah! and if i wasn't racked up with college i would write more summaries. haha !

well good night friends! LLP [live long and prosper!]

hey look! 11:11! make a wish `;D

shoutouts to --
my best friend Jackie -- muy caliente ! =D
CF -- hello ! =)

try to focus my attention ..

hello all ! i kinda tried to give up being an online junkie for the sake of my schooling [trust me, checking everything online takes up a lot of time that i could be doing .. er .. reading haha] but i couldn't stay away.. because i love the computer and all that shit. plus, i tried giving up xanga and everyone was like, whaaaaa?! haha. so, here i am, i waited until i had something good to say so that just in case i really do wanna stop and cut back on this writing thing, at least i'll have said something .. worthwhile? lol. but anyways .. school has been -- HARD! lol. as mary would say, school has been garbage, but i mean, i'm paying for this shit so at least i'm gonna try and make the best of it. for some reason, i've been cracking open books this semester like almost every other day, unlike last year, i didn't even touch my textbooks. lol. but everything's takin its toll on me -- goodness, how i feel so tired like all the time now, with work and school and everything else i'm tryna join. but really, i'm just tryna make sure that GPA stays up. damn .. lol.
having class on college ave isn't as bad as i think i'm making it out for myself.. sure, the smoking around me 24/7 is so terrible [i hate the smell and look of smoking, i hate cigarettes, i hate everything that has to do with smoking -- i promise i'm NEVER EVER GOING TO SMOKE. yuck!] but at least i get to see my homeslicess this semester! yeah ! and plus lots of stuff just randomly goes on in college ave and that's pretty cool too. so yeah .. tryna study and junk, i think i really need a study buddy.. anyone reading this that goes to rutgers [and knows me lol] if you're willing to be my study buddy hit me up ! cuz GOD knows i need somebody to just make me sit there and try and read. and like, it's not even about learning, it's like just tryna memorize and remember everything .. damn. lol plus, 2 exams on the same day!? i think i need a vacation .. or at least a day to have some more fun. but anyways ..
today was a pretty good day today, had ethics class [which sometimes i don't know what the hell my professor is talking about, i guess that's the fun in it all .. it's so unlike pharmacy, but that's what makes it hard too] and me and homeslice christine acted like nerds reading and when we were walking down the street we bought hurricane katrina bracelets that say "wave of hope." from some fraternity on college ave .. i forget which one -- i think it was delta kappa epsilon, but i'll get back to you on that one. haha. the frat brother guy was really nice to us, i guess he really wanted us to buy a bracelet, he even told me my socks were cool.. and when i saw them they were so cute because they matched the color of my socks. haha. so yeah, now i'm gonna sport my super cool blue bracelet. ^_^
and ! another fantastic part of my day was that my shoes from ebay came in!! hooray! i'm so happy, i was really lucky to score my awesome pair of dunks from biekerssneakers! and and i would just like to give a shoutout to the biekerssneakers people [and mr. eddie bieker i think he's the owner of it lol] for being super cool and super fast with my service! super duper ebayer. =) yahoo! ^_^ iono if i'm going to buy anymore from ebay .. i guess it depends if i get another opportunity like that and i win kicks for an awesome price. :) i like being a sneakerhead .. sometimes there's guys who blow up my spot because i only have like 4 pairs and they didn't cost more than like 60 or 70 bucks .. geez .. but you know what? for me, it's more about quality instead of quantity.. people be havin 40 - 50 pairs of kicks but it's like .. are you really gonna wear them all? each of my kicks to me are special, and i wear them all. [i/e .. i don't sell my shoes. haha oh yeah, i think i should clean them sometime..] of course, i guess everyone says that about their shoes .. lol. so i guess .. when i see another deserving pair with a reasonable price for my broke-ass college budget, you'll definitely hear about it. lol. but anyways, here are some pretty pictures .. cuz i know you sweat these =D


so yeah .. that's basically it about my life! gonna go watch dancing with the stars .. and try and read some more .. oh man .. well anyways, bye!

shoutouts go to --
gillian : thanks for your extra long comment. the puppy. lol .. ^_^
jackie : i'm glad you like my butterfly sleeves .. hehehe =D
mary : i should go to your house again for no reason more often. haha
tim : thanks for the comment! :)

peeeeeace !

schooool daaaaaze .. and dunks!

oh my forsheezy school is biting me in the ass ! and it's only been not even a week! holy mother of pearl i think i'm going to die! since this is like the only really free time i have [i seem to always start class pretty late -- my earliest is like 9 lol .. then again i get out my latest is like 6] today i have class at like 2.. but i have to leave early to pay my parking ticket ! what a bummer ! stupid parktran you can really kiss my ass. roar! like 10293810983012 people commute at this damn school and we all get screwed over. >=/ oh wells. but anyways .. with school in full swing it gives me stuff to do -- homework! ahhhhhh ! i never thought i'd hate reading as much i do. everything i have to do is read! read read read. wahhhh i don't wanna go to school anymore =( but i mean school is still cool because i get to make new friends and talk to random people and yeah! how wonderful ^_^ christine tells me she's pulling an 'angelica' when she be's extra friendly. wahoo i get an action named after me. yeah!
and one crappy thing i found out from school is that i have an exam on my birthday! now how much does that suck!? roar i was so sad when i found out. supersam was like 'yeah so just take it, go back to sleep [the exam's @ 8 am] and then wake up like it never happened!' ahh but i'll still know! ahhhhh. i deserve a new pair of sneakers for that! which leads me to ..
these! according to my research [and my friend phil haha] they're apparently the island pack dunks or something. well, whatever they are, they are the prettiest and weirdest dunks i've ever seen in my life! ohhhh man how could i not want them. i have the money, i think i should just buy them for myself because after all, not like i'm going to really be going out spending my lovely money [unless it's to feed myself at school hahaha] anyways! so i should just get those and save them for myself for my birthday! i don't care if i don't get anything else! well, except for maybe a cake. i'd really like a cake from la bonbonerrie or maybe from shoprite! well since i have an exam i should get an extra cake too. so ha. so yeah! and i check pickyourshoes.com everyday [props to them for the pick hahaha] to make sure my size is still there! and if anyone is out there who loves me a lot and wants to purchase these for me i promis i'll pay you back! unless it's gratis which is also nice and then guess what i'll love you for life! my mom says i have too many sneakers already, and she always yells at me every time i find a new pair that i drool over for a month, but i don't really care, because if i want to be a sneaker head that's my problem! i'm working for it anyway! lol. but i promise [i always make this promise] one two more pairs of nice dunks [namely, those up there and the white on whites i saw -- even though they ran out in my size! =( ] and i'll stop buying and looking at dunks like crazy. promise! i won't drool over dunks until after i graduate. or at least, get a credit card and a really really good paying job. hahaha ..

and ! a couple of pictures for people who like to visit my site for the pictures. =P

miss christine and niko .. he he he

yeah who's cool. ^_^

okay that is the end of my blog! i have to eat breakfast and still go to school. organic chemistry roar! maybe next time i'll write a longer blog when i have something to write about. or maybe when i can remember what to write about. lolss ..

and .. shoutouts go to my homeslice christine for being the only one who left me a comment. i heart you!

peeeeeeeeeeeace!

holy smokes !

hey friends ! well guess what .. summer's over ! haha. back to rutgers ! ohhhhh shiz. lol. well it's okay .. for the past couple of days i was @ the helpdesk tryna make an extra buck while wasting my life away back at school. lol. .. people can be so funny when they call, and then they don't know what the hell's wrong with their damn computer .. and i apologize to the resnet people for being so annoying. ^_^ lol .. all this stuff makes me appreciate commuting because if i had to live on campus and deal with the shit of the computer and stuff .. please i'd rather be fighting traffic on route 27 than deal with that. i can just ipconfig @ my house! hell yeah. lol. but i guess it's time for me to get that groove back on at school .. as much as i hate being stressed at least i get to have something to do. lol .. damn and helpdesk is madd stressful too .. i like only worked there for 2 days and it was nuts. people call and call and as soon as you put the phone down tryna type up what the hell you were talking about the phone rings again. ummm .. okay i think i'm done with working @ the helpdesk for now. lol. .. that's why i wanted to be CCF it's much more fun all you gets to do is stay in the computer lab and clean computers and stuff. sometimes it gets stressful and i'm just like damn i just hate people! but really i don't, i guess i'm just annoyed .. but being stressed really takes a toll on my usually sunny disposition. haha. =) but oh wells .. good luck helpdesk&resnet .. i promise i won't be calling you for nothing. lol. but anyways .. i sure am gonna miss the summer .. even though i didn't really do anything .. i'm gonna miss having qpids as the only thing that i had to look forward to .. some people think it's wack but it's cool dude! it was the best show and just like summer ends qpids is about to end too. [so sadness] yeah JARLA i hope you win dudes. they were are the best. heller! =)
anyways, one of the best parts of back to school is back to school shopping ! haha call me a nerd but i don't care ! =) i admit it ! i am a nerd ! lol. i got this awesome hello kitty planner from barnes and noble and it's so cool because it has pictures of little hello kitty dolls in different situations and stuffs .. and i was like .. damn ! i wan all those little dolls ! but then i thought again that it wouldn't be the same because it looks so cute when they arrange the dolls in a nice setup that totally makes it like hello kitty's rockin it like a real person. ohhh it's so cool. =) people may say that hello kitty is only for little kids but dammit when you see stuff like this it shows that hello kitty has a very versatile sophisticated style -- kind of like haute couture. =D that's right i compared hello kitty to haute couture. and anyways .. no one can rock hello kitty like i rock it. so beat that ! =) and then i realized that i have some dolls like that and what's even cooler is that they're not in my planner prolly because one of them is old school and the other one -- well iono why it's not in it i was looking for it haha. but anyways ! the strawberry one i got it old school from my best friend jackie back in like 6th or 7th grade .. it's like a collector's piece dood. i love it ! and the pink one that's in a graduation thing it came out when i graduated from high school and i had to get it ! i mean come on i graduated from high school and hello kitty did too ! yeah son ! so yeah. man i love hello kitty. i was thinking about how hello kitty collabo'ed with Julius from Paul Frank -- I WOULD KILL TO HAVE ONE OF THOSE PIECES. lol i was lookin on ebay and they don't have! so sadness. other nice hello kitty collabos that i would like to see would be -- triple 5 soul, gucci, and nike. i would kill for some hello kitty dunks. haha. [nike if you get any ideas i hope you contact me. aiiiigh!] but anywaysss .. yeah ! that and my super cool flip back binder .. can school supplies get any better? he he he ..
so i had this dream about tsunamis and hurricane katrina and it totally freaked my freak, to borrow a word from ellen degeneres. man, iono why in the summer i have such weird and vivid dreams, i guess my imagination's just getting more and more better since i'm getting older. lol. sometimes i think why i didn't go into a more vivid creative field .. then again i'm always thinking that.. but then i realized that when i was a little kid i developed this complex of me having to know things. lol. like i really like figuring things out. like if there's a knot i really wanna untie it, or if there's a puzzle i won't stop til i solve it, and plus, i love watching like csi and law and order. they're mysteries ! lol. so i guess i needa do something where i can always work at figuring things out, like research, or even just discovering problems with conflicting medications. so yeah. go science ! i think this is the end of my blog .. i forgot what else to write. oh yeah .. it annoys me when 1o year olds think they can rock expensive purses. oh and that show "my super sweet sixteen." i don't care if ciara, bow wow, pauly shore, whoever was at your party my sweet sixteen will always be more super than yours. :) diva-princesses annoy me, please get a life. =) on a final thought, 5 dollars is a lot of money. `;P

shoutouts go to ::
bestfriend jackie -- I MISS YOU TOO! hehe. i hope school is fun and yes, i most definitely enjoyed my last day of summer naps. i took like a 2 hour one today. hahaha .. i remember when you came over and you were like 'i felt really weird sleeping during the daytime for no reason.' hahaha ..
tim -- don't worry we'll go out for sushi. haha
mae -- you are an inspiration. and i mean that. =) for everything that i am and everything that i need to be .. thank you. ^_^

ps. // dream dictionary --
To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave, signifies the strength of your emotions, perhaps accompanied by tears that you are holding back in your waking life.
[.. . who ever said dreams weren't interpretive .. ]

To see muddy, violent waves in your dream, signifies that a fatal error was made in an important decision.
[too late now i'm already in pharmacy. JOKE! probably some other important decision .. lol]



peeeeeeeace.

black eyed peas -- don't lie

hello everyone ! well it is like 1 am in the morning and since i just ate at midnight i still have to digest. i'm sleepy but not all at the same time .. it's kind of weird. haha. anyways .. i thought that since i have this time i should start working on a new entry because everytime i visit my site i get a little sad when i read what i wrote. lol. but i don't want to erase it because that's how i felt at that time in the place etc. etc.. lol.
but to revise, my parents aren't as bad as i made them seem, i guess sometimes i just get a little frustrated and all .. i know every person does with their parents.. especially if you're the only one like me. but my parents are great .. and all the crap they give me is only because they love me. haha. and i guess i do get to go out .. even if it's just a little. haha. and when i say stupid stuff it's okay because they understand. haha. bottom line is, my parents are the greatest. sometimes my friends ask me, why don't i rebel and stuff so that maybe i would go out more and act like other people in my condition do. and i guess like sometimes it's really hard for me to like rebel and stuff because i have too much honor and respect for my parents and i don't like to get anyone mad, i try to be the nicest person ever so everyone is happy. and plus, a lot of kids my age died recently around where i live [one was a girl i was friends with and she was a year younger than me] and i don't ever want to rebel and then something bad like that happens because i know that my parents would be crushed and stuff like that and i don't want them to go through any more pain to raise me than they already did. haha. so yeah, that's what i mean. =)

but anyways, on to happier news, i got to go to chloe's sweet sixteen! yeay chloe! sometimes i wish i was a cotillion whore when i was younger .. i wish i was in like a lil more cotillions back in the day. maybe like 1 more. haha. but anyways, it was fun, i love watching people do the cool dances, and it was like all sooped up and everything with such a sooped up super cool modern and stuffs and even light up corsages ! wow man. lol. thanks for letting me come chloe! =)

the beautiful chloe after rockin the modern. yeehaw!

lovely mae in her long awaited modern clothes. with strings. haha

and then the next day my cousin casie got married ! yeee ! so i went to the wedding and of course it just had to be a mafia affair lols [yeah we took that picture on the right in my info at casie's wedding haha] and it was fun ! i like getting to go out of state.
it was cute that they had this pic that said 'thanks for making us brothers' of casie's son and matt's [her husband] son. awwww .. every time i go to weddings i think about my own, and how i wanna plan it, and then i realize that i'm too young and i still have to find a groom. darn !
which reminds me, i saw this really cute guy at the old navy in hudson waterway commons strip mall [or something. haha] in edgewater, new jersey! yes! across the hudson river from manhattan! he was working the morning shift today [well yesterday, because it was august 20th haha] and he was fixing the jeans in the front of the store. and he was wearing glasses! ohhh man if you're reading this cute boy please leave me a comment. =) [he he]

and then, well, that's the end of my blog. i think i'll update it more when i can think more straight. haha.
oh yeah! especially for you by MYMP was my jam first. lol. forreals, because i am a TFC addict and i was rockin to that song before everyone else here in middlesex county! yeah that's right! lol. so yeah! boo ya!
and six flags was fun, just in case you were wondering. haha. and no i didn't ride kingda ka. lol.

oh ! one more thing!

added to my collection .. asics onitsuka tigers.. mmm.

ooooh i love these. haha. i think i've found a new sneaker to love. i mean i still love dunks but they're slowly getting played out because everyone wants to be cool and wear them. but who wears tiger shoes, hmmmm? yeah i thought so. plus, some cool dunks don't come in women's sizes and if they do they're in hong kong! oh geeee .. lol. well that's about it. okay peeeeeace ..

and and and !
shoutouts go to ::
christine -- i <3 you! our adventures are super fun. =)
phananh -- lol, that would be funny.. paying people to chill for me. pharmacy.. weee!
tim -- our party's gonna be the best. lols !
mary -- nitro does make me happy. haha.

and a special one goes out to my best friend jackie. because she's the best. period. =)

i live a miserable life

hello. do you like my layout? i finally changed it. it's been a while since i updated my site .. mainly because my computer broke for a week and i couldn't really do anything but sit around like a dork. i finally got it fixed, thanks to my friend tim, the computer master, and now i'm back online. i hope you like teen titans because i do, i think they're so awesome even though i can't watch them all the time anymore. i like this picture of raven and robin -- even though starfire is really robin's partner in this story, this was still a really cute picture. but anyways .. since i'm on my site, and since it is mine, i can say whatever i want. and i have a few grievances i wish to share with my faithful public.

first of all -- i live a miserable life. now, i was explaining this to everyone, especially tim while he was fixing my computer .. just because i live a miserable life does not mean that i am miserable. actually, i try to be as positive as i can for about 75% of my time. the other 25%, well, let's just say it's not a pretty sight. but anyways, my life is pretty miserable. compared to other 18 and a half year olds, heck, even some 14 year olds live more exciting lives than i do. every day i either stay home all day and do nothing or i'm working 8 hours a day. 8 hours in what can be considered as retail hell. i haven't been on vacation since the summer after my sophomore year, and even then i went on a boring cruise to nova scotia. when i want to go somewhere with my friends -- a rarity, probably happens once a month -- i have to plan for it 2 weeks in advance, and when i stay out past 12 i get yelled at [actually, more of a deafening silence.] i have a nice car in my driveway and a full license [which means i can drive out anytime i want] and i'm not allowed to drive anywhere. seriously, i can only drive to school [rutgers, which is 20 mins away] or the mall [which is 15 mins away]. so when i go out, i have to seriously plan on how to get there and home and back and everywhere because i can't drive anywhere while my car takes up space in the driveway. people don't really ask me anymore to go out with them because they know that i'm not allowed to go anywhere. and everytime my gracious, loving friends [seriously, they are like the best people in the whole entire world] go out of their way to pick me up and take me places, i feel bad that they had to go through all this trouble. just for me. just for this one stupid person. sometimes it makes me feel so bad that i want to cry, and then i get scolded at for crying.
sometimes i try to convince myself that it's okay that i'm always home, that it's okay that i never go out. that it's okay that i don't have a social life. but really sometimes it really hurts that i can't be like normal people who have fun and enjoy the company of other human beings. like i make up excuses for myself like 'i don't have any money anyway' or 'i would probably not have fun anyway' but would i really know unless i try? and then my mom tries to make it all better and thinks that well, i didn't go out with my friends, so i might as well go out with her to some stupid place like the super market or the department store. i mean i love my parents and all but i've been hanging out with them as if they were like 18 year olds and we don't even go anywhere fun because they're so boring sometimes. i can't take it anymore.. sometimes i wish i could just run away and escape for a day, a week, a month, a year .. even just a minute .. just to feel like what it is to have some sort of fun.
and then i think to myself, when i have kids, what will i do? will my kids be as scared of me as i am of my parents? or will they rebel, and actually experience what it feels like to be a teenager. i don't even have those kinds of memories of taking roadtrips and doing stupid stuff and wasting money like young people do. sometimes i wish i was stupid so that i could just do whatever instead of being smart and studying all the time and planning for my future. but what future? how do i grow up? i don't even know what it feels like to be a kid. i feel so trapped, just staying here all the time. because i know that life is all about taking risks. but i haven't taken any.. how will i ever know? i feel like i've missed out on so many things just because i listened to my parents. do they even trust me? at all? i mean what have i done, am i some kind of serial killer? am i a felony arsonist or a felony thief or something? for crying out loud, i'm not even bad like martha stewart and she's under house arrest.
i want to see the world .. i know that there's so many things out there waiting for me. i knew i should have listened to my cousins to go away, far far away, when i chose a college. i knew i shouldn't have stayed here. but i love my friends, and i love the people i go to school with, so what am i to do? i wonder if my parents know what they are doing to me. i wonder if they know how trapped i feel in here. are they just too scared? scared that i might die, die tragically in some kind of random accident? so i should just wait ? wait until i'm too old to do anything? my youth is just slipping away.

now recently, i got a job at the mall. now i always wondered about working at the mall.. so many people do it, so why can't i? but little did i know that working at the mall is rough. the music keeps playing and slowly it's brainwashing me. it's always busy, and it just sucks sometimes. the racks are overflowing with clothes, some clothes that are just too ugly for a normal person to wear. and some people can just be so obnoxious when they don't get what they want. and people can be so sloppy too, they just put things like they don't even know what they're doing and then they wonder why it's so messy all the time. come on now ! i only have 2 hands for crying out loud. and i don't know what the problem is about wearing sneakers, everyone wears them, and mine are so cute. sometimes i think my coworkers hate me because i'm a bobo at this [lol this is the one thing i'm stupid at] and i'm still trying to learn. sometimes people can be so lazy and then they wonder why there's so many things left to do. and i promise never to take advantage of sales people and try on 20 different outfits and not get any of them. that just sucks. but i mean, i need to stick it out, because money is money, and i need the retail experience if i want a better job.

and all in all, that's i think about it.. i don't know what to say, sometimes i just feel so crappy. but hey, that's me. i hope you all have a nice day. peeeeeeace ..

oh yeah shoutouts go to CF and Christine for being awesome. =)

that's right people

hello my name is angelica and i am 18 years old.

i admit that i have a crush on the roco twins. haha ..

[the following picture was taken by TFC Godfather aka kuya Joey from PinoyExchange. don't worry i uploaded it to my own server. hehe.]

-- but nah they're too young for me .. kung high school ulit ako ngayon, i would totally be in love with them for sure. `;D either that or if they were 18 or 19 years old. hot damn .. =D that and i think they look extra-super-fantabulously cute with their qpids loveteams partners. i just wanna hug them and and frame them they are so cute! but anyways .. yeah so dominic and andrea were eliminated ! i was so sad. =( =( =( i had feelings that they were going to be eliminated before .. because they were always in the bottom .. but they always seemed to surprise me with the chemistry that continued to develop week after week .. so i had hope for them .. i was rooting for them like rooting for the underdog .. though janus&carla are like my surefire bet to take this all the way .. you gotta have a second fave and well -- dominic&andrea were it! lol this scene was my favorite .. when they had to sell the soup and andrea hugged him and he looks like 'what the hell is she doing' but you know deep down he liked that. lol. that and their scene from the acting drama loventure where my original favorite loveteam had to die [why! why! lol] was so cute. especially since i'm a smart nerd too who always likes has to study .. hahaha .. i wish someone would ask me out like that and be impressed by my vast knowledge of chemical formulas and etc etc! and look nerdy like me too. haha. anyways .. i wish them the best -- i'm sure good things are gonna come their way and anyways mr. qpido said that it's not the end and stuff like that. so yeah! you've got my support.! [thumbs up]

anywayss .. school is coming ! no no no ! haha. then again i've been on vacation for 2 and 1/2 months .. i think it's time to go back. ahhh the beauty of college they really know how to give you enough time to like um .. enjoy doing nothing so that when you have to go back, it's okay. lol. hopefully i'll still be able to write in my blog here and there .. i guess it's pretty cool to chronicle your life .. whether in blog or writing or whatever .. [or in my case: a handwritten journal, 3 xangas -- 2 of which are dead, and this fantastic site lol] because you can look back on your life and see how you've grown and stuff and relive some fun memories [or at least the ones don't want to erase from your mind. haha] which reminds me i haven't scrapbooked anything all summer .. so yeah. lol. i hope my school year doesn't suck. haha.

um what else can i say .. oh yeah! i had a weird ass dream last night. haha. maybe if i post it up here, someone can help me figure it out! don't you just love those dreams where it feels so real .. you're even like making subconscious decisions while you're seeing it .. but then you realize you're dreaming and you feel so weird? man i have a bunch of those over the summer. but school comes and i sleep i'm out like a light. lol. well, here goes!

++ it's wintertime and i'm going to a church.. apparently i have a singing concert that i have to participate in, and i have to attend the rehearsal before the concert. after the rehearsal, a mysterious guy, who has dark hair and kind of a buzz cut and looks like he's either italian or half-filipino [lol] calls and tells me that he'll meet me at the concert. This boy must be more than my friend or something, because what i subconciously felt while he was talking to me was some kind of romantic feeling. So, i take my car and drive from the church .. there's a shorter way home but i take the longer way by accident, and i see an asian girl walking down the sidewalk. she's volunteering at a graduation, and i ask her if she wants a ride. she declines, because we're already near where it is at. for some reason it's an 8th grade graduation and my friend from high school ricky is dressed in a black professor's gown with all of the cords and tassels preparing to hand out the diplomas. i see my mom at the graduation and she puts stuff in my car's trunk and i tell her i have to head home. i finally make it home only to have to go back to the concert. i feel like i'm running late, and i am scared that i have missed my cue at the concert. i arrive, and i realize that i didn't. the mysterious guy tells me he'll meet me at the concert, but he never shows. i get home, and then i have to go to my cousin mary's house [she lives across the street] for a party. my mystery guy is late to my house, and i am a little pissed. he gets mad, saying there is fighting going on at my block. i walk outside in the snow and sun to see some people fighting on my block. i am ignoring my mystery guy, and i make it inside mary's house. then i go up her stairs and i see nicole, and she is crying because she feels bad for me. i tell her that the mystery guy was a bastard anyways, and i try to comfort her. then i walk to mary's room, where she is looking around through pens and other writing utensils. she urges me and her friend mary ann to find something pink, and we find her a pink marker. Somewhere along the line me and mary go through a lot of pairs of socks and notice the difference between the blue toed socks and the pink toed socks. mary says thanks and then suddenly her mom asks about mangoes she bought. i tell ate mercy that the mangoes my mom bought were unripe and that my mom's trying to make them ripe. then i am in mary's dining room. i am talking with my friend christine and her mom. we are eating and her mom asks if Carlo Aquino is hot. i tell her the Carlo Aquino has always been hot -- he's like classic, kind of like Mark Consuelos. and then Christine's mom asks about Jon Santos.

and then i wake up. weird, huh?

well anyways that's the end of my day. peeeeeeeeeace!

shoutout time ! if you want a shoutout i want a message. haha.
CF -- hi CF! =)
Jackie -- yeah ! party!
Christine -- lol kids these days. haha hope you liked the adventure instead! and and if i ever lose my TFC i'm going to cry. lol. forreals though.

ang's fun filled july [part 2]

hello everyone ! well like i promised here is my more elaborate update to my blog. lol. since july is coming to a beautiful close .. i'll tell you about my highlights about everything else that happened in this month of july. he he. well let's see .. since the last entry i've done some stuff -- haha i'm was so excited i actually had a place to go for a week. me and mary volunteered in vacation bible school at our parish .. at first i was like -- damn, iono if i feel like doing this, it's so blah and it's 9 am in the morning. but anyways .. after singing lots of songs about God and Jesus and dancing around like a dork .. and seeing all the little kids have so much fun .. and eat so many snacks, haha .. it was well worth going all the way to bridgewater just to get fingerprinted. man, i always have fun doing the vacation bible school thing. especially helping out with the snacks. iono why people didn't want to do snack -- sometimes i was like the only one there with mrs. miller -- because it's so much fun and plus you get to have plenty of cookies and juice ! mmmm food. hahaha. but anyways .. all i gotta say is share the good news of God's love! anytime, anywhere, with everyone! share the good news of God's love ! IT'S A CIRCUS SPECTACULAR! lols! i'll sing the whole song to you if you want. ^_^

moving on .. on the same day of the last day of vacation bible school it was ian's surprise birthday party! yeay! happy birthday ian ! haha. it was so much fun! man i realized that i kinda haven't been out in a while .. and it was so much fun to hang out with my favorite people from sayreville and party all night and stuff! yeah! when me and gabe were going to the party we thought we were gonna be late and that ian was already there and damn, it would really suck if we ruined the surprise. but when we got there we were like so madd early .. it was kinda funny. and then i got to see sheila and we were chillen and illen before everyone came because we were the earliest people ever. and then mary goes with nicole to pick up ian and she left her phone in nicole's house. and then like she was gonna contact us to when ian was coming so that we'll be able to surprise him and everything. and then mary calls me on nicole's cell phone asking me about her dad [because her dad dropped me and gabe off] and i was like -- mar! your dad's not here he left a while ago! and mary was trying to tell me that she and nicole were on their way home. i felt like such a dork! sheila was cracking up at my stupidity. LOLS ! and then ian comes and we scream at him and yeay! surprise! lol. and then for the rest of the night we were partying and shit and me and christine were playing lots of card games with the young ones at the party. we were trying to play bullshiii and they were all cheating .. kids these days! haha. but those kids were really a lot of fun to play cards with. i miss being that young! i remember when i was that young i totally looked up to everyone who was in high school and i wanted to hang out with them and stuff. it feels so weird to have it the other way around. haha. and then we tried to have our enormous pictionary party but it was too big and it was taking too long. oh wells .. maybe next time again! and then everyone started to play poker and me and christine and tiffany were just bumming around and then we bummed around some more and then we went home! haha. hope you liked my abridged version of the party. yeah ! so here are some pictures from the party .. they're also in a super cool old school slide show format if you wanna see them like that or else they'll just be the boring way on my blog. haha.

nicole and friends!

acampado family!

generoso clan

us with sleepy children

nicole's couch is cool

boredom

the boredom has got to us

my card playing friends
and clark messing up the picture

and that is the end of my picture show. the end! peeeeeace out peoples !

shoutouts to --
jackie :: of course i'll send over some leftovers. haha.
christine :: yes! that's what it says. prize for you =) i'm glad you had fun at the party!
CF :: you're welcome! haha anytime someone leaves me a comment they get a shoutout. =) plus, you're super cool! yeah!

ang's fun filled july

well hello everyone! it's july and well i was so happy that july would come because i thought that i would finally have lots and lots of stuff to do. unfortunately my hip hop class was canceled .. due to insufficient enrollment! [i bet you only me and christine were the only people who registered. haha] and i don't know if i want to take a different class or just get my money back .. i mean come on, $25 is a lot of money .. dammit maybe i'll just fckin dance somewhere else. i saw there was an ad for breakdancing classes and heck -- i'm gonna do that. lol. well .. we'll see. =)

anyways .. so far i finally have stuff i did to share with all of you -- lol, with anyone who's willing to read about my life, i swear it's so boring sometimes. but oh wells .. i make the best of it, because i like being able to just do my thing for the summer. now how many times have i said that in my blog. .. bwahaha .. but anyways ! so since we last left my dear people .. nothing really much has been going on! well .. 4th of july weekend i went to atlantic city with my parents .. it was so nice that day and who doesn't love going to the outlets. =) well we were walking around, and you know, we needed to eat something, so i convinced my parents that we should eat in johnny rockets .. because i wanted a milkshake .. ahahaha. ironically i didn't even have a milkshake. =P but anyways, it was such a fun atmosphere in there .. 50's old school soda shops .. i miss the one i went to in san francisco long time ago -- in cali they even had rollerskating waitresses. haha. but still, johnny rockets was fun .. even my ketchup was happy .. lol .. everyone was so nice and the waitresses were awesome because they were freaking multi-tasking everything.. and they danced to donna summer's "last dance." i love that song. i guess that's as far as a vacation that i can get .. AC is pretty cool .. i wish i could go with some of my friends .. because sometimes my mom and dad wanna gamble and shit and well i just wanna walk in the boardwalk. i can't wait for that big ass mall there to finish .. damn i'm gonna have a ball in there. even if i don't buy anything. lol. well anyways..

my nanay+tatay's padasal [on my mom's side] was last saturday .. it was pretty cool .. and the latest that i ever came to it. haha. as jackie would say -- 'remember your latin roots pinay.' lol. =) dearest christine, gillian, and nicole came .. out of the invitation of my mom's heart .. i was surprised when she asked me to invite them -- and happy too, because they sure put the spice up in the party. lol. cousin alvin was there too.. along with adrian and the rest of his family .. man my cousin's.. one of kind. haha. i just realized that i don't have a picture of his oh-so-handsome face [LOL =P] in my camera. but anyways .. it makes me laugh that i think everytime he comes and meets my friends he manages to hit on all of them. i think. well .. he didn't really talk to all of them yet. but still .. he did compliment me and them and said that at least we are all pretty. .. lol. anyways, the padasal went like usual.. too much food ["look! there they go again! wow! there's so much food here!" haha] and random people that i never seen in my life that show up. and the usual "nako! ang laki ng anak mo! ganda-ganda! what year are you now? wow! college! what is your course? wow! pharmacy! that's good!" i bet i must have heard that at least 5 times that day. but i got to enjoy in the sunshine, walking around edison a little bit, and be thankful that gillian came because she's so gracious and offered to do the reading at the traditional mass while all of my [ahem] cousins refuse and make me do it. if it wasn't for gil i bet i would have to read everything. thanks so much gil =) and oh! next year if the mass is anticipated i'm gonna stay home. either that or please reverend father say the mass for the patay. lol. and then, chilled out some more, stuffed our faces as much as we could, and then played pictionary. damn! that game is fun. haha. there really should be a pictionary party .. i've never been so into a game for a long time. haha. you can really find out about people when you play board games -- how competitive they are, how they think, and especially with pictionary you can find out how well you click with people. like sometimes other people guess really fast what another is thinking. it's wicked -- i guess you just have to see it to believe it. lol. and then i just stayed over while everyone left .. every year i manage to stay the latest every year .. prolly because my mom's the coolest -- cooking her famous palabok and holding down the house while everyone else entertains and junks. iono what we are going to do when it is time for my generation to carry on the tradition -- it's gonna be crazy, and most likely catered. haha. ate said that i have to learn how to make my mom's palabok since it's like famous in our family and all. what's ironic is my mom is the one who cooks it and i'm the only one who doesn't eat it. haha. but for the most part, it was a fun party. so yeay. =) here's some more pics --

me bored

leftovers!

my mom

.. and dad. notice their different styles in taking care of business. lol.

mary advertising some liquor. ahahah.

and then when i got home i wasn't sleepy .. and i decided to play around with my camera. and got these cool pictures. if you can tell me what it says i'll give you a prize `;D

and well .. that's about it. ^_^ hope you liked my entry full of pictures. haha. i'll post some more later. so stay tuned!

and one more thing !

shoutouts go to::
aya -- lol, yup i'm really a fan. =)
gliza -- haha yeah i saw janus yoyosi.. lols! thanks for the compliment!
mae -- my sexy anak .. ahahaha. yes we will definitely hang out for sure.
christine -- i'm glad you like my bling bling =D
jackie -- ahahaha yeah true that! =)

new layout ! wooohoo!

hey dudes ! well this is my new layout .. i thought it was time for a change .. hehe. it took me so long to do the damn thing .. took me like an entire morning ! haha. and it's still not perfect to me .. but i guess they say no one's perfect .. and for the most part i'm happy with my layout just the way it is. hehe. the necklace in my layout is the one i got from borgata when i met ja rule =) and through many minutes and seconds of playing with my digi cam and uploading and resizing and coloration you have the image you see up there. cool huh? photoshop makes all my ugly pics look better ahahaha. but anywhoos .. i just love personalized jewelry. haha. for my last spending spree i blew off all my money and bought myself this personalized bracelet. haha. i think it's this season's angelica's personalized jewelry. lol. even though it was like so last season. damn i'm always behind the times. oh wells ! at first i was like, damn, this shit's too big .. but i wore it a couple of days and now i love it.. it fits big and i love it. haha. crazy me maybe i'll get another one but this time a different color with a different name. maybe my last name. lol. i wanted me+the mafia girls to get it .. so we can be like hell yeah this is our mafia .. lol. well maybe one day when i chill with them we'll all get it done. but shit .. i remember .. me and jackie are planning to go to the philippines next year .. i have to save my money ! lol. my broke ass is not going to get there for free. haha. so that was my last purchase .. my piggy bank is now the angelica vacation fund. haha. i think i have like 50 bucks in there. which pays for like .. 2% of my plane ticket. haha ! and plus i told bestfriend that my goal is to get on filipino television. so .. anyone wanna help a girl out? lols. i'll love you for life :) promise!

so anyways .. i'm still watching my favorite TFC show QPiDs .. and already we're in another heartbreak night. lol. for some reason i'm not as scurred as before .. probably because i realized that they kicked off my favorite love team. lol. [hey ! i even wrote a whole entry on them! haha] plus my new fave carla&janus [yo CF got me believin! haha. C&J all the way ! =)] is in the safe zone .. of course .. they're the best! haha. yup i'm the cool doode who took a picture of her own tv to get that pic. hahahahha .. don't laugh! you know you'd do it too `;P but that's the cutest picture i seen of the whole cast so yeah. [i wish i could take a cute picture like that with my loveteam and my friends! haha. but half of us don't have people. lol. ] i love it how the fans of QPiDs got this whole like underground society goin on .. man it's so cool. =) and i'm like part of it all .. joining like 1309182031 forums. lol. but i'm proud to say that i'm a certified CQA .. so ha! =) can't get any better than that. and plus .. the qpids peeps are so cool they even post up in the forums. lol. plus, isn't that qpids bear so adorable? lol. i wish that one day they'd like do some junks on him. he/she/it's so cute. haha. the best part of qpids! the bear. lol. i just love how it dances all the time. and when you do something funny or dumb it laughs @ you! haha. and during heartbreak night it cries. but anyways .. so yeah. guess i'll just have to see tomorrow who gets kicked off .. well whoever ! sorry ! lol. don't worry you still have a lot of fans. =) and the bear loves you too. :) which reminds me .. happy anniversary mom&dad! because without this loveteam there would be no angelica. lol.


well this weekend is 4th of july weekend .. wonder what i'll be doing to celebrate. haha. wish i could be going to atlantic city or the beach or something .. or see the fireworks in new york! one of these days i'm gonna have to get up and do that. haha. but anyways .. for now i'm just gonna .. well .. ask my mom and dad. lol. hope i do something fun .. hope i see some fireworks .. lol. well til next time homies .. peeeeeeace + GOD bless =)

shoutout time!
bestfriend jackie -- for always leaving me comments =)
CF -- for being the best qpidsblog mod ever ! :)
marielle -- for leaving me an annonymous comment lol. and yes, if i could, i would. haha
aya -- for dropping by my blog! hi! =)

heartbreak night broke my heart! :sadness:

okays .. so the past 2 days was the first eliminations for my favorite show, QPIDs, and lemme tell you ! i almost frickken cried ! lol. forreals .. omg i was so sad. lol. as you can tell, lack of romance is really affecting me now -- and well, this show is the closest i can get. anyone wanna fix that shout me a hollerrrr. lol. but anyways ! back to the point. so i was watching QPIDs today .. and even though i herrrrd it through the grapevine [as mary would say] about who was getting voted off .. i kinda didn't want to believe it! i was like no ! you cant do that to me ! hoy ! but anyways not like us TFC people can do anything because we're not allowed to vote in the first place. so i was watching who was getting eliminated .. and then i saw it was one of my favorite loveteams ! isabel&felix ! why cruel world ! that totally sucks man! lol. from the first time i saw them i was like -- damn. that's the cutest love team. maybe not the strongest like mhyco&hazel, but definitely one of the cutest. like you could just tell ! when they got kicked off and like during the whole elims they were like holding onto each other for dear life like they never wanna let go and he was always holding her close and shit and holding her hand ! even though she said she still wanna be friends with him i know she prolly fell for him too like he fell for her but through the tears she just couldn't get those words out. even the direk was tellin them to take their time with love. ergo -- there was love there ! and like i could just start singing 'by your side' or something like that or maybe that song i always sing by mymp 'tell me where it hurts' ! shiet. it was so cute ! if like you could base eliminations by their actions on that day for sure .. they had it. forreals. they had that that spark ! like they're so young, so fresh ! young love ! sometimes young love is the best! everyone else sometimes is too serious with the exception of carla&janus [who totally rock iono why they were in the danger zone if they got kicked off i would have seriously cried dood. that and stopped watching ! forreals !] and jill&alwyn, and it just keeps it balanced by keeping a lighter side to it all. rrrrrooaaarrrr! i was surprised his twin was in, like top4 in .. but hey, there's a lot of underground dominic&andrea fans who've just kept all quiet until now ! true, i didn't really see the spark in dominic&andrea until the first part of the heartbreak night .. when she just threw her arms around him you could just tell she'd been through hell and well .. she couldn't have been in without him and i think they're clicking now and we just all saw it before our eyes, tfc people. but anywhoos .. isabel&felix do have a lot of fans [maybe not enough that would actually vote for them though .. darn!] and hopefully this isn't the end for them.

but anyways ! on a more happy note, christine, my real life love princess [hah `;P] and i went to menlo to walk around this afternoon .. for some reason it wasn't boring ! haha. guess we haven't been to the mall in a while .. lol ! christine is my real life qpids princess. he he he . .. but anyways .. i saw a cute guy come out of AE and me and christine followed him all the way to macy's but he was leaving ! darn ! lol. next time i see a cute guy like that i'm gonna just say hi to him and tell him he's cute -- i don't care about his fcking girlfriend ! hahahahha .. joke ! i doubt i'll really do it i'm too shy .. lol. but anyways .. tomorrow .. CCF training @ rutgers .. wish me luck ! good night peeeeeeeps =)

[edits] dominic&andrea -- take it all the way .. but carla&janus is til the end. =) yea uh .. !

BORED.

man i love summer but i think the boredom has finally gotten to me. gee .. i don't know what to do anymore! part of me says to go out and find a job so at least i won't be so bored and i'll actually have some money to do stuff but part of me is having so much fun doing absolutely nothing at all! weeee! technically i even already have a job -- even though i'm not hired yet and i still have to do the training and it doesn't start until next september -- but hey ! a job's a job and plus i'm getting paid for that training. yeah boyyyyy ! haha. anyways .. so that's my summer so far. it actually feels like summer now since mary and gabe are out of school and mary always gets me to go places and go out of the house. haha. but gas is expensive -- damn. oh wells ! that's what i get for living in new jersey. =)

anywhoos .. today i went all the way to bridgewater to get fingerprinted for volunteering in vacation bible school in st. matts. going there i'm just like -- wow. i'm getting fingerprinted and some of the kids in the program look older than me. how sad. haha. and the police officer who fingerprinted me asked me the age-old question: "you're 18??" ahaha. still got `em! i didn't know that they do the whole background thing and they're sending my bad boys all the way to like the police and the FBI. so guess what! angelica is officially in the united states database. go me! but it's okay because now at least when i volunteer next year i won't have any problems. and for the first time i actually felt like an adult. scary, huh?

and then i did what has been the highlight of my summer -- watch QPIDS! lols. forreals i love that show. haha. and if i go out i plan to make sure i watch it before i go. or tape it. something! haha. QPIDS is madd cool cuz like it developed into this underground thing -- like a society and stuff -- haha.. which is madd nice because even the actors and actresses get into it and actually make a point to talk with their fans in the yahoo groups and PEx and visit the qpids blog. yeah boyy! man if i was famous i'd wanna be like that -- like still talk to my fans and stuff. and update my webpages. because it shows that you're normal and human just like the rest of us :) so props to you QPIDS heads ! you guys rock. TFC rocks. hell yeah. =)

but anyways .. nothing else really going on .. think i should start making some plans again. i think july's gonna be better because that's when my volunteering is and my hiphop classes start. boo yeah! lol. well gotta go -- wish we had some ice cream up in here. peeeeeeeace!

shouts to:
my best friend JACKIE -- love you girl!
C F moderator of the QPIDs blog ::thumbs up::
and REN! -- yeah ren!

david byrne's "look into the eyeball"

well hello dear friends ! it's been kind of a while since i wrote in my blog. well not really .. it''s only been like a week. haha. i thought that since i have more time in the summer i should actually chronicle what i do .. i rarely get a chance to write stuff down that i feel which is too bad .. i really should. but there's nothing even that i have to talk about ! haha. ja rule was about just the only thing. lol. but i guess it wouldn't hurt to give a recap of what i've been doing this summer [note: usually nothing. haha]

so anyways .. of course since it's summer this means i can watch all the TFC i want ! surprisingly i haven't been .. qpids is the new show that i watch which replaced my old favorite spirits. for some reason i am fascinated by teenagers on a reality love/dating/acting show trying to make it happen for themselves. probably because i'm getting no action myself. ahahhahaha .. joke ! but really i find it so entertaining. man if there was a show i would want to be on it would be this one. lol. let's see ! now who do i want to make it happen .. haha. in my personal opinion i think it should be hazel-mhyco because like they were in love originally but now it looks like mhyco actually was starting to get interested with andrea [who was like the direct's choice for him] which sucks but come on i guess they're kind of bagay .. it would be funny if hazel ended up with roco twin dominic .. i think that would be cool with me too because you could actually tell that he kind of likes her too and sometimes it's better if like you don't really like someone from the beginning because maybe that's not good dynamics because like hazel and mhyco started to fight because i guess they were a little too much into each other and iono some stuff like that. like when i was in my cotillion i wasn't partners with my former boyfriend because like if you fight you'll be miserable? iono i'm not so sure because it could go the other way. and if i was on qpids i like janus because he's so funny and dorky but at the same time underneath it all he could be a really nice and sweet guy. and it doesn't hurt that he's cute too. lol. and i wanted paw to be with carlo aquino because yeah paw was the prettiest and probably the nicest and carlo aquino was the cutest too and they liked each other so they should have gone with each other ! boo. but it's okay because paw looks like she's happy with tj .. tj's not as cute as carlo but he seems really nice and treats paw good. so that's good. well it will be fun to watch who gets picked and who doesn't and stuff like that. woooh !

and man oh man it's blazin hot up in edison now. i've been waiting for so long to have warm weather and now it's finally here and it's blazin! haha. it's not like i can really go anywhere because i have no moneys which equals no partying ! haha. but maybe i'll go somewhere i don't want to be stuck here forever. lol. and i want an ice pop! i had my wisdom teeth out last thursday and wow that was a painful bitch. haha. i'm still a little sore but i can deal .. nothing ang can't do! lol. i think all the medicine the doctor makes me take is going to my head .. true it's mostly antibiotics but still the pill i have to swallow is enormous. my jaw is sore and i miss being able to eat candies and chips. lol. and being able to smile cheeesy. i have to practice smiling now ! isn't that ridiculous? aahhaha. that's okay with me .. gives me something to do. lol.

let's see .. oh yeah ! people who invent viruses are stupid. i was talking with my best friend jackie and we decided that people who invent viruses like the stupid aim virus which took me like 3 days to fix [with the help of my friend tim who's the man lol] need to get laid or something or need some friends and i still don't know if it's completely gone because i always get this stupid popup whenever i turn on my comp. roar ! but it's okay .. i applied to be a CCF computer dood in rutgers and i better kinda need to know how a comp works. haha. so good practice. lol. at least i know what's a safemode now. lol.

and this song "look into the eyeball" by david byrne i think has been on my comp since i got it .. and i never really got a chance to listen to it and it's a really good song ! haha. well it sounds summery for some reason. all good ! well i guess it's time for me to go eat now .. yum ! talk to you peeps later! peeeeeeeeeeeace !

shoutouts to -- jess and jenna! :)

ang's memorial day weekend 05 yeah!

hello friends ! well i had kind of an adventurous weekend these past few days ! the only bad side was all the stomachaches i got from all food i was eating. i have a limited stomach capacity ! haha. but anyways ! yesterday i went to atlantic city with my good old mom and dad and tita emma and tito lito from the philippines. first we went to borgata casino and i got this awesome necklace that only cost me 10 bucks and it was like bling blingy even though it was fake. haha. and we were walking all around borgata which is like the rich people's casino because there were rolexs and stuff and there was all these expensive clothes and food and oh em gee ! haha. i think it was too much for me. lol. but anyways ! so we ate at noodles of the world [which was like the main reason we were in borgata in the first place i mean come on borgata is in the middle of nowhere. lol.] and i was like sitting at the end and i felt like i was part of the other family that was there. lol. and aw man that lo mein i ordered was way too big. but anyways ! so then afterwards we were walking around me and my mom because you know i can't really gamble and my mom was wasting a couple of bucks on the slots and we saw a living statue that was an angel and he [or she lol] was moving and stuff and there were all kinds of weird swirly glass chandelier things and it was really pretty in borgata. haha.

and then ! we all drove to taj mahal and we decided to go walk on the boardwalk with all of the boardwalk tacky stuff and souvenirs and food that clogs up your arteries. so we were walking around and i was looking to see if there was any kinds of stuffs that i could waste my money on. haha. but there wasn't really since i'm kind of saving money to buy some more sneakers because you know i just love sneakers so much i can't get enought of those dunks [even though like everyone and their mothers is trying to rock dunks now roar i feel kind of like im following some kind of crowd and fyi i saw my t5s jacket some girl was wearing it on the boardwalk lol she was small and weird looking haha] i was about to get an id bracelet because iono i always wanted one of those but then i was afraid that it was totally give me some bad rash so i was like fck that maybe next time. [yo maybe i could get them with christine and gillian for our letters. hahaha] and then we saw this nikki beach thing that they were advertising for ja rule's concert and the tickets were 60 bucks. too much money!

but then ! oh em gee we were in resorts casino because my dad was trying to look for a good buffet to eat before we left and my mom had to go to the bathroom so i was just standing around looking at the casinos and the slot machine. and then ! this dude who's like as tall as mikee wearing a green shirt khaki shorts and green and khaki nikes [yes sometimes i have a photographic memory haha] passed by me and i was like 'hey that dude looks like ja rule!' and i was like 'i wonder if he knows he looks like ja rule. heck i wonder if that's ja rule !' so then i had to convince myself because then the dude walked right in front of me and i saw 'ja rule' tattooed on his arm! i was like 'holy smokes ! that's really ja rule!' and then i followed ja rule because you know i want a picture with ja rule he's the first celebrity i met who's like really famous and he's right in front of my face ! but ja rule was going to the atm with his ugly bodyguard/friend and he was getting like 1000 dollars from the atm machine! now i don't want to be mean when someone is in private trying to get some moneys from the atm. and then these white guys like i guess they kinda surrounded ja rule so they were able to get a pic with him. and then this black lady she got to hug ja rule. but me ! i had to be polite so i asked the ugly scary guy can i take a pic with ja rule ! and when he looked at me i thought he was going to eat me so i was like 'okay nevermind.' lol. and then ja rule and his ugly friend started to walk into the casino and i didn't get my picture. boo! but i was so happy because i saw ja rule in the first place .. he looked so different in real life! my mom was like 'he's so neat.' which cracks me up. omg there was no bling bling or sexy bitches or thuggies or lots of people or even a doo rag ! just ja rule and his nikes and his scary friend ! i was like wow. so plain! but my mom was like ja rule looks plain because he's just an ordinary guy ["we're just ordinary people" LOL] and so people won't recognize him .. and i didn't get a pic because maybe they didn't want to make a scene or else everyone will want a pic with ja rule. lol. but it's okay ! ja rule if i ever see you again you owe me a pic. haha.

and then today ! i went to knic's graduation party with the rest of the RCDTians to perform for knic [the RCDT nazi] and i like totally messed up because i learned the dance not even 2 hours before. haha. i mean i learned it but it was funny because i was really just winging it. oh wells who cares ! it was fun because i got to ride with my favorite sexy seducing viva hot babe gillian ! =) weee !

well that is the end of my story. peeeeace !

ps// shoutouts to my friend tim! =) he's the best he helped me hook up my optimum online over the phone. haha.

boring days -- but good days !

hello all ! well i am beginning to test out my new and improved blogspot blogger-ness website! haha. it has basically nothing .. except the fact that it's a blog and you can write stuff in it and put links in it. like there's not blogrings or add subscriptions or anything .. it's so plain and customizable .. ahahha .. it was frustrating me for like an hour because it was messing up but now it's nice! =) anyways .. it was sunny today but then all of a sudden it got really cloudy .. haha that was so random! but anyways .. i had some good days these couple of days even though all i did was sit around and watch tv! haha. yesterday i downloaded a song that i was looking for 1203918203918 years to find .. and i found it and wha hoo! :) [fyi -- the title on my bigger and new and improved blog is a lyric in the song i was looking for and for the tagalog illiterate it translates to "i want to introduce myself to you" or something. haha] and then today ! the ice cream man came down our block and i bought italian ices ! yeay ! the ice cream man makes me so happy because i mean it's not everyday that he comes because we live at a dead end full of kids who've grown up and no one really buys ice cream anymore. lol. but i did .. so yeay! =) this morning i watched stardance and hooray for ryan because he's the stardance idol! lol. i liked his dance with the michael jackson and all and i saw jay-r perform and junk and i like the manuevers and streetboys. lol. but anywhoos .. it was a little dissapointing .. some of the performances were a little whack and i was like -- what is this ! lol. don't you hate it when you hype up things for yourself and then they don't come out how like you planned them to come out and you're dissapointed? darn. lol. well oh wells .. nothing i can do .. because it's over! haha. well tomorrow is the sample sale and i kind of have to wake up early for that. haha. see you peoples tomorrow !

and yes, i still do give shoutouts ! woo!

shoutout goes to gliza from the philippines for leaving me a comment! visit her site because her site rocks. lol. :]

peeeace homies !

hold up !

hello all !

this might be my new blog so hold it down kids ! lol.

but anyways .. so yeah ! i'm trying to work out on this blogspot thing .. i think i'm likin it better than xanga .. the only problem is that its layout is also hella harder to deal with than xanga but oh wells .. gotta do what you gotta do ! lol. it's still in progress and i don't know what else to do with it. lol. but anyways .. so this is the start of angelica's summer 05! yeah! haha. my life is really boring now because school is over and i have no money so i have no place to go ! lol. which is probably why i actually have time to write here about blah blah blah .. lol. i can tell that i'm really bored when i start practicing piano and laying out my schedule of what to watch on tv. mind you i have no cable. lol. which reminds me joseph is gonna be on MMK on TFC! whooaaa ! lol. i'm excited but i think my excitement for joseph died down because he's never gonna come and i'm tired of waiting ! lol. but anways .. so this concludes angelica's boring life. catch you later !