new layout ! wooohoo!

hey dudes ! well this is my new layout .. i thought it was time for a change .. hehe. it took me so long to do the damn thing .. took me like an entire morning ! haha. and it's still not perfect to me .. but i guess they say no one's perfect .. and for the most part i'm happy with my layout just the way it is. hehe. the necklace in my layout is the one i got from borgata when i met ja rule =) and through many minutes and seconds of playing with my digi cam and uploading and resizing and coloration you have the image you see up there. cool huh? photoshop makes all my ugly pics look better ahahaha. but anywhoos .. i just love personalized jewelry. haha. for my last spending spree i blew off all my money and bought myself this personalized bracelet. haha. i think it's this season's angelica's personalized jewelry. lol. even though it was like so last season. damn i'm always behind the times. oh wells ! at first i was like, damn, this shit's too big .. but i wore it a couple of days and now i love it.. it fits big and i love it. haha. crazy me maybe i'll get another one but this time a different color with a different name. maybe my last name. lol. i wanted me+the mafia girls to get it .. so we can be like hell yeah this is our mafia .. lol. well maybe one day when i chill with them we'll all get it done. but shit .. i remember .. me and jackie are planning to go to the philippines next year .. i have to save my money ! lol. my broke ass is not going to get there for free. haha. so that was my last purchase .. my piggy bank is now the angelica vacation fund. haha. i think i have like 50 bucks in there. which pays for like .. 2% of my plane ticket. haha ! and plus i told bestfriend that my goal is to get on filipino television. so .. anyone wanna help a girl out? lols. i'll love you for life :) promise!

so anyways .. i'm still watching my favorite TFC show QPiDs .. and already we're in another heartbreak night. lol. for some reason i'm not as scurred as before .. probably because i realized that they kicked off my favorite love team. lol. [hey ! i even wrote a whole entry on them! haha] plus my new fave carla&janus [yo CF got me believin! haha. C&J all the way ! =)] is in the safe zone .. of course .. they're the best! haha. yup i'm the cool doode who took a picture of her own tv to get that pic. hahahahha .. don't laugh! you know you'd do it too `;P but that's the cutest picture i seen of the whole cast so yeah. [i wish i could take a cute picture like that with my loveteam and my friends! haha. but half of us don't have people. lol. ] i love it how the fans of QPiDs got this whole like underground society goin on .. man it's so cool. =) and i'm like part of it all .. joining like 1309182031 forums. lol. but i'm proud to say that i'm a certified CQA .. so ha! =) can't get any better than that. and plus .. the qpids peeps are so cool they even post up in the forums. lol. plus, isn't that qpids bear so adorable? lol. i wish that one day they'd like do some junks on him. he/she/it's so cute. haha. the best part of qpids! the bear. lol. i just love how it dances all the time. and when you do something funny or dumb it laughs @ you! haha. and during heartbreak night it cries. but anyways .. so yeah. guess i'll just have to see tomorrow who gets kicked off .. well whoever ! sorry ! lol. don't worry you still have a lot of fans. =) and the bear loves you too. :) which reminds me .. happy anniversary mom&dad! because without this loveteam there would be no angelica. lol.


well this weekend is 4th of july weekend .. wonder what i'll be doing to celebrate. haha. wish i could be going to atlantic city or the beach or something .. or see the fireworks in new york! one of these days i'm gonna have to get up and do that. haha. but anyways .. for now i'm just gonna .. well .. ask my mom and dad. lol. hope i do something fun .. hope i see some fireworks .. lol. well til next time homies .. peeeeeeace + GOD bless =)

shoutout time!
bestfriend jackie -- for always leaving me comments =)
CF -- for being the best qpidsblog mod ever ! :)
marielle -- for leaving me an annonymous comment lol. and yes, if i could, i would. haha
aya -- for dropping by my blog! hi! =)

heartbreak night broke my heart! :sadness:

okays .. so the past 2 days was the first eliminations for my favorite show, QPIDs, and lemme tell you ! i almost frickken cried ! lol. forreals .. omg i was so sad. lol. as you can tell, lack of romance is really affecting me now -- and well, this show is the closest i can get. anyone wanna fix that shout me a hollerrrr. lol. but anyways ! back to the point. so i was watching QPIDs today .. and even though i herrrrd it through the grapevine [as mary would say] about who was getting voted off .. i kinda didn't want to believe it! i was like no ! you cant do that to me ! hoy ! but anyways not like us TFC people can do anything because we're not allowed to vote in the first place. so i was watching who was getting eliminated .. and then i saw it was one of my favorite loveteams ! isabel&felix ! why cruel world ! that totally sucks man! lol. from the first time i saw them i was like -- damn. that's the cutest love team. maybe not the strongest like mhyco&hazel, but definitely one of the cutest. like you could just tell ! when they got kicked off and like during the whole elims they were like holding onto each other for dear life like they never wanna let go and he was always holding her close and shit and holding her hand ! even though she said she still wanna be friends with him i know she prolly fell for him too like he fell for her but through the tears she just couldn't get those words out. even the direk was tellin them to take their time with love. ergo -- there was love there ! and like i could just start singing 'by your side' or something like that or maybe that song i always sing by mymp 'tell me where it hurts' ! shiet. it was so cute ! if like you could base eliminations by their actions on that day for sure .. they had it. forreals. they had that that spark ! like they're so young, so fresh ! young love ! sometimes young love is the best! everyone else sometimes is too serious with the exception of carla&janus [who totally rock iono why they were in the danger zone if they got kicked off i would have seriously cried dood. that and stopped watching ! forreals !] and jill&alwyn, and it just keeps it balanced by keeping a lighter side to it all. rrrrrooaaarrrr! i was surprised his twin was in, like top4 in .. but hey, there's a lot of underground dominic&andrea fans who've just kept all quiet until now ! true, i didn't really see the spark in dominic&andrea until the first part of the heartbreak night .. when she just threw her arms around him you could just tell she'd been through hell and well .. she couldn't have been in without him and i think they're clicking now and we just all saw it before our eyes, tfc people. but anywhoos .. isabel&felix do have a lot of fans [maybe not enough that would actually vote for them though .. darn!] and hopefully this isn't the end for them.

but anyways ! on a more happy note, christine, my real life love princess [hah `;P] and i went to menlo to walk around this afternoon .. for some reason it wasn't boring ! haha. guess we haven't been to the mall in a while .. lol ! christine is my real life qpids princess. he he he . .. but anyways .. i saw a cute guy come out of AE and me and christine followed him all the way to macy's but he was leaving ! darn ! lol. next time i see a cute guy like that i'm gonna just say hi to him and tell him he's cute -- i don't care about his fcking girlfriend ! hahahahha .. joke ! i doubt i'll really do it i'm too shy .. lol. but anyways .. tomorrow .. CCF training @ rutgers .. wish me luck ! good night peeeeeeeps =)

[edits] dominic&andrea -- take it all the way .. but carla&janus is til the end. =) yea uh .. !

BORED.

man i love summer but i think the boredom has finally gotten to me. gee .. i don't know what to do anymore! part of me says to go out and find a job so at least i won't be so bored and i'll actually have some money to do stuff but part of me is having so much fun doing absolutely nothing at all! weeee! technically i even already have a job -- even though i'm not hired yet and i still have to do the training and it doesn't start until next september -- but hey ! a job's a job and plus i'm getting paid for that training. yeah boyyyyy ! haha. anyways .. so that's my summer so far. it actually feels like summer now since mary and gabe are out of school and mary always gets me to go places and go out of the house. haha. but gas is expensive -- damn. oh wells ! that's what i get for living in new jersey. =)

anywhoos .. today i went all the way to bridgewater to get fingerprinted for volunteering in vacation bible school in st. matts. going there i'm just like -- wow. i'm getting fingerprinted and some of the kids in the program look older than me. how sad. haha. and the police officer who fingerprinted me asked me the age-old question: "you're 18??" ahaha. still got `em! i didn't know that they do the whole background thing and they're sending my bad boys all the way to like the police and the FBI. so guess what! angelica is officially in the united states database. go me! but it's okay because now at least when i volunteer next year i won't have any problems. and for the first time i actually felt like an adult. scary, huh?

and then i did what has been the highlight of my summer -- watch QPIDS! lols. forreals i love that show. haha. and if i go out i plan to make sure i watch it before i go. or tape it. something! haha. QPIDS is madd cool cuz like it developed into this underground thing -- like a society and stuff -- haha.. which is madd nice because even the actors and actresses get into it and actually make a point to talk with their fans in the yahoo groups and PEx and visit the qpids blog. yeah boyy! man if i was famous i'd wanna be like that -- like still talk to my fans and stuff. and update my webpages. because it shows that you're normal and human just like the rest of us :) so props to you QPIDS heads ! you guys rock. TFC rocks. hell yeah. =)

but anyways .. nothing else really going on .. think i should start making some plans again. i think july's gonna be better because that's when my volunteering is and my hiphop classes start. boo yeah! lol. well gotta go -- wish we had some ice cream up in here. peeeeeeeace!

shouts to:
my best friend JACKIE -- love you girl!
C F moderator of the QPIDs blog ::thumbs up::
and REN! -- yeah ren!

david byrne's "look into the eyeball"

well hello dear friends ! it's been kind of a while since i wrote in my blog. well not really .. it''s only been like a week. haha. i thought that since i have more time in the summer i should actually chronicle what i do .. i rarely get a chance to write stuff down that i feel which is too bad .. i really should. but there's nothing even that i have to talk about ! haha. ja rule was about just the only thing. lol. but i guess it wouldn't hurt to give a recap of what i've been doing this summer [note: usually nothing. haha]

so anyways .. of course since it's summer this means i can watch all the TFC i want ! surprisingly i haven't been .. qpids is the new show that i watch which replaced my old favorite spirits. for some reason i am fascinated by teenagers on a reality love/dating/acting show trying to make it happen for themselves. probably because i'm getting no action myself. ahahhahaha .. joke ! but really i find it so entertaining. man if there was a show i would want to be on it would be this one. lol. let's see ! now who do i want to make it happen .. haha. in my personal opinion i think it should be hazel-mhyco because like they were in love originally but now it looks like mhyco actually was starting to get interested with andrea [who was like the direct's choice for him] which sucks but come on i guess they're kind of bagay .. it would be funny if hazel ended up with roco twin dominic .. i think that would be cool with me too because you could actually tell that he kind of likes her too and sometimes it's better if like you don't really like someone from the beginning because maybe that's not good dynamics because like hazel and mhyco started to fight because i guess they were a little too much into each other and iono some stuff like that. like when i was in my cotillion i wasn't partners with my former boyfriend because like if you fight you'll be miserable? iono i'm not so sure because it could go the other way. and if i was on qpids i like janus because he's so funny and dorky but at the same time underneath it all he could be a really nice and sweet guy. and it doesn't hurt that he's cute too. lol. and i wanted paw to be with carlo aquino because yeah paw was the prettiest and probably the nicest and carlo aquino was the cutest too and they liked each other so they should have gone with each other ! boo. but it's okay because paw looks like she's happy with tj .. tj's not as cute as carlo but he seems really nice and treats paw good. so that's good. well it will be fun to watch who gets picked and who doesn't and stuff like that. woooh !

and man oh man it's blazin hot up in edison now. i've been waiting for so long to have warm weather and now it's finally here and it's blazin! haha. it's not like i can really go anywhere because i have no moneys which equals no partying ! haha. but maybe i'll go somewhere i don't want to be stuck here forever. lol. and i want an ice pop! i had my wisdom teeth out last thursday and wow that was a painful bitch. haha. i'm still a little sore but i can deal .. nothing ang can't do! lol. i think all the medicine the doctor makes me take is going to my head .. true it's mostly antibiotics but still the pill i have to swallow is enormous. my jaw is sore and i miss being able to eat candies and chips. lol. and being able to smile cheeesy. i have to practice smiling now ! isn't that ridiculous? aahhaha. that's okay with me .. gives me something to do. lol.

let's see .. oh yeah ! people who invent viruses are stupid. i was talking with my best friend jackie and we decided that people who invent viruses like the stupid aim virus which took me like 3 days to fix [with the help of my friend tim who's the man lol] need to get laid or something or need some friends and i still don't know if it's completely gone because i always get this stupid popup whenever i turn on my comp. roar ! but it's okay .. i applied to be a CCF computer dood in rutgers and i better kinda need to know how a comp works. haha. so good practice. lol. at least i know what's a safemode now. lol.

and this song "look into the eyeball" by david byrne i think has been on my comp since i got it .. and i never really got a chance to listen to it and it's a really good song ! haha. well it sounds summery for some reason. all good ! well i guess it's time for me to go eat now .. yum ! talk to you peeps later! peeeeeeeeeeeace !

shoutouts to -- jess and jenna! :)

ang's memorial day weekend 05 yeah!

hello friends ! well i had kind of an adventurous weekend these past few days ! the only bad side was all the stomachaches i got from all food i was eating. i have a limited stomach capacity ! haha. but anyways ! yesterday i went to atlantic city with my good old mom and dad and tita emma and tito lito from the philippines. first we went to borgata casino and i got this awesome necklace that only cost me 10 bucks and it was like bling blingy even though it was fake. haha. and we were walking all around borgata which is like the rich people's casino because there were rolexs and stuff and there was all these expensive clothes and food and oh em gee ! haha. i think it was too much for me. lol. but anyways ! so we ate at noodles of the world [which was like the main reason we were in borgata in the first place i mean come on borgata is in the middle of nowhere. lol.] and i was like sitting at the end and i felt like i was part of the other family that was there. lol. and aw man that lo mein i ordered was way too big. but anyways ! so then afterwards we were walking around me and my mom because you know i can't really gamble and my mom was wasting a couple of bucks on the slots and we saw a living statue that was an angel and he [or she lol] was moving and stuff and there were all kinds of weird swirly glass chandelier things and it was really pretty in borgata. haha.

and then ! we all drove to taj mahal and we decided to go walk on the boardwalk with all of the boardwalk tacky stuff and souvenirs and food that clogs up your arteries. so we were walking around and i was looking to see if there was any kinds of stuffs that i could waste my money on. haha. but there wasn't really since i'm kind of saving money to buy some more sneakers because you know i just love sneakers so much i can't get enought of those dunks [even though like everyone and their mothers is trying to rock dunks now roar i feel kind of like im following some kind of crowd and fyi i saw my t5s jacket some girl was wearing it on the boardwalk lol she was small and weird looking haha] i was about to get an id bracelet because iono i always wanted one of those but then i was afraid that it was totally give me some bad rash so i was like fck that maybe next time. [yo maybe i could get them with christine and gillian for our letters. hahaha] and then we saw this nikki beach thing that they were advertising for ja rule's concert and the tickets were 60 bucks. too much money!

but then ! oh em gee we were in resorts casino because my dad was trying to look for a good buffet to eat before we left and my mom had to go to the bathroom so i was just standing around looking at the casinos and the slot machine. and then ! this dude who's like as tall as mikee wearing a green shirt khaki shorts and green and khaki nikes [yes sometimes i have a photographic memory haha] passed by me and i was like 'hey that dude looks like ja rule!' and i was like 'i wonder if he knows he looks like ja rule. heck i wonder if that's ja rule !' so then i had to convince myself because then the dude walked right in front of me and i saw 'ja rule' tattooed on his arm! i was like 'holy smokes ! that's really ja rule!' and then i followed ja rule because you know i want a picture with ja rule he's the first celebrity i met who's like really famous and he's right in front of my face ! but ja rule was going to the atm with his ugly bodyguard/friend and he was getting like 1000 dollars from the atm machine! now i don't want to be mean when someone is in private trying to get some moneys from the atm. and then these white guys like i guess they kinda surrounded ja rule so they were able to get a pic with him. and then this black lady she got to hug ja rule. but me ! i had to be polite so i asked the ugly scary guy can i take a pic with ja rule ! and when he looked at me i thought he was going to eat me so i was like 'okay nevermind.' lol. and then ja rule and his ugly friend started to walk into the casino and i didn't get my picture. boo! but i was so happy because i saw ja rule in the first place .. he looked so different in real life! my mom was like 'he's so neat.' which cracks me up. omg there was no bling bling or sexy bitches or thuggies or lots of people or even a doo rag ! just ja rule and his nikes and his scary friend ! i was like wow. so plain! but my mom was like ja rule looks plain because he's just an ordinary guy ["we're just ordinary people" LOL] and so people won't recognize him .. and i didn't get a pic because maybe they didn't want to make a scene or else everyone will want a pic with ja rule. lol. but it's okay ! ja rule if i ever see you again you owe me a pic. haha.

and then today ! i went to knic's graduation party with the rest of the RCDTians to perform for knic [the RCDT nazi] and i like totally messed up because i learned the dance not even 2 hours before. haha. i mean i learned it but it was funny because i was really just winging it. oh wells who cares ! it was fun because i got to ride with my favorite sexy seducing viva hot babe gillian ! =) weee !

well that is the end of my story. peeeeace !

ps// shoutouts to my friend tim! =) he's the best he helped me hook up my optimum online over the phone. haha.

boring days -- but good days !

hello all ! well i am beginning to test out my new and improved blogspot blogger-ness website! haha. it has basically nothing .. except the fact that it's a blog and you can write stuff in it and put links in it. like there's not blogrings or add subscriptions or anything .. it's so plain and customizable .. ahahha .. it was frustrating me for like an hour because it was messing up but now it's nice! =) anyways .. it was sunny today but then all of a sudden it got really cloudy .. haha that was so random! but anyways .. i had some good days these couple of days even though all i did was sit around and watch tv! haha. yesterday i downloaded a song that i was looking for 1203918203918 years to find .. and i found it and wha hoo! :) [fyi -- the title on my bigger and new and improved blog is a lyric in the song i was looking for and for the tagalog illiterate it translates to "i want to introduce myself to you" or something. haha] and then today ! the ice cream man came down our block and i bought italian ices ! yeay ! the ice cream man makes me so happy because i mean it's not everyday that he comes because we live at a dead end full of kids who've grown up and no one really buys ice cream anymore. lol. but i did .. so yeay! =) this morning i watched stardance and hooray for ryan because he's the stardance idol! lol. i liked his dance with the michael jackson and all and i saw jay-r perform and junk and i like the manuevers and streetboys. lol. but anywhoos .. it was a little dissapointing .. some of the performances were a little whack and i was like -- what is this ! lol. don't you hate it when you hype up things for yourself and then they don't come out how like you planned them to come out and you're dissapointed? darn. lol. well oh wells .. nothing i can do .. because it's over! haha. well tomorrow is the sample sale and i kind of have to wake up early for that. haha. see you peoples tomorrow !

and yes, i still do give shoutouts ! woo!

shoutout goes to gliza from the philippines for leaving me a comment! visit her site because her site rocks. lol. :]

peeeace homies !

hold up !

hello all !

this might be my new blog so hold it down kids ! lol.

but anyways .. so yeah ! i'm trying to work out on this blogspot thing .. i think i'm likin it better than xanga .. the only problem is that its layout is also hella harder to deal with than xanga but oh wells .. gotta do what you gotta do ! lol. it's still in progress and i don't know what else to do with it. lol. but anyways .. so this is the start of angelica's summer 05! yeah! haha. my life is really boring now because school is over and i have no money so i have no place to go ! lol. which is probably why i actually have time to write here about blah blah blah .. lol. i can tell that i'm really bored when i start practicing piano and laying out my schedule of what to watch on tv. mind you i have no cable. lol. which reminds me joseph is gonna be on MMK on TFC! whooaaa ! lol. i'm excited but i think my excitement for joseph died down because he's never gonna come and i'm tired of waiting ! lol. but anways .. so this concludes angelica's boring life. catch you later !